United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
"Grace, dear Grace," he faltered, hoarsely, "can you not bear this
sorrow also for my sake?"
"Alford!" she panted with horror in her tones--"Alford! why, why, her
hand is growing cold!"
There was a long low sigh from the little one, and then she was still.
"Take your wife away," said Dr. Markham, in a low, authoritative tone.
Graham sought to obey in the same mechanical manner. She sprang from
him and stood aloof. There was a terrible light in her eyes, before
which he quailed.
"Take me away!" she cried, in a voice that was hoarse, strained, and
unnatural. "Never! Tell me the belief of your heart. Have I lost my
child forever? Is that sweet image of my Hilda nothing but clay? Is
there nothing further for this idol of my heart but horrible
corruption? If this is true, no more learned jargon to me about law and
force! If this is true, I am the creation of a fiend who, with all the
cruel ingenuity of a fiend, has so made me that he can inflict the
utmost degree of torture. If this is true, my motherhood is a lie, and
good is punished, not evil. If this is true, there is neither God nor
law, but only a devil. But let me have the truth: have I lost that
child forever?"
He was dumb, and an awful silence fell upon the chamber of death.
Graham's philosophy failed him at last. His own father-heart could not
accept of corruption as the final end of his child. Indeed, it revolted
at it with a resistless rebound as something horrible, monstrous, and,
as his wife had said, devilish. His old laborious reasoning was
scorched away as by lightning in that moment of intense consciousness
when _his_ soul told him that, if this were true, his nature also was a
lie and a cheat. He knew not what he believed, or what was true. He was
stunned and speechless.
Despair was turning his wife's face into stone, when old Aunt Sheba,
who had been crouching, sobbing and praying at the foot of the little
couch, rose with streaming eyes and stretched out her hands toward the
desperate mother.
"No, Missy Grace," she cried, in tones that rang through the house;
"no, no, no. Your chile am not lost to you; your chile am not dead. She
on'y sleeps. Did not de good Lord say: 'Suffer de little chillen ter
come unter Me'? An' Hilda, de dear little lamb, hab gone ter Him, an'
is in de Good Shepherd's arms. Your little chile am not lost to you,
she's safe at home, de dear bressed home ob heben, whar your moder is
Missy Grace. De Hebenly Father say, 'Little Hilda, you needn't walk de
long flinty, thorny path and suffer like you'se dear moder. You kin
come home now, and I'se 'll take keer ob ye till moder comes.' Bress de
little lamb, she smile when de angels come fer her, an' she's safe,
safe for ebermore. No tears fer little Hilda, no heartbreak in all her
'ternal life. Dear Missy Grace, my little baby die, too, but I hain't
los' it. No, no. De Good Shepherd is a keepin' it safe fer me, an' I
shall hab my baby again."
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