United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
It is impossible to describe the effect of this passionate utterance of
faith as it came warm and direct from the heart of another bereaved
mother, whose lowliness only emphasized the universal human need of
something more than negations and theories of law and force. The major
heard it in the hall below, and was awed. Mrs. Mayburn and the servants
sobbed audibly. The stony look went out of Grace's face; tears welled
up into her hot, dry eyes, and she drew near and bent over her child
with an indescribable yearning in her face. Aunt Sheba ceased, sank
down on the floor, and throwing her apron over her face she rocked back
and forth and prayed as before.
Suddenly Grace threw herself on the unconscious little form, and cried
with a voice that pierced every heart: "O God, I turn to Thee, then. Is
my child lost to me forever, or is she in Thy keeping? Was my mother's
faith true? Shall I have my baby once more? Jesus, art Thou a Shepherd
of the little ones? Hast Thou suffered my Hilda to come unto Thee? Oh,
if Thou art, Thou canst reveal Thyself unto me and save a
broken-hearted mother from despair. This child _was_ mine. Is it mine
still?" and she clasped her baby convulsively to her bosom.
"Suffer de little chillen ter come unter me, and forbid dem not,'"
repeated Aunt Sheba in low tones.
Again a deep, awed silence fell upon them all. Grace knelt so long with
her own face pressed against her child's that they thought she had
fainted. The physician motioned Graham to lift her up, but he shook his
head. He was crushed and despairing, feeling that in one little hour he
had lost the belief of his manhood, the child that had brought into his
home a heaven that he at least could understand, and as he heard his
wife's bitter cry he felt that her life and reason might soon go also.
He recognized again the presence of his bitter rivals, Grief and Death,
and felt that at last they had vanquished him. He had not the courage
or the will to make another effort.
"Mrs. Graham, for your husband's sake--" began Dr. Markham.
"Ah! forgive me, Alford," she said, rising weakly; "I should not have
forgotten you for a moment."
She took an uncertain step toward him, and he caught her in his arms.
Laying her head upon his breast, she said gently, "Alford, our baby is
not dead."
"Oh, Grace, darling!" he cried in agony, "don't give way, or we are
both lost. I have no strength left. I cannot save you again. Oh! if the
awful past should come back!"
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