Of these, perhaps, was the Prior of Santa Maria delle Grazie, the aged
Padre Bandelli. He “kicked” over the intolerable tardiness of the
artist; years rolled by--five years, ten years, and more--and still
the fresco was not done. At length all was finished saving only two
heads, those of the betrayer and the Betrayed, the opposite poles of
darkness and glory; and there once more, and finally it seemed, the
composition halted. Bandelli protested, grew wroth, complained at last
to the Duke himself. Leonardo responded with a demand for models--the
one wholly guiltless of original sin, the other--Judas. Of the latter
he lived in hopes; if he could find him, he might help him to the
former, as the deepest darkness of a well betrays the stars above; if
he could not, he might use the Prior himself at a pinch. The Duke
laughed, sided with his favourite, and the Prior withdrew discomfited.
More years went by.
At length one day, as he was strolling in the streets with Duke
Ludovico, his Magnificence hanging familiarly on his arm, Leonardo
looked up and saw his Judas. He was one of two criminals, being carted
for their gibbeting, who went by at the moment. The rogues jogged in a
tumbril, their arms spliced back, their teeth grinning without
merriment. A monk, holding up a small crucifix and gabbling
mechanically as he ogled the passing petticoats, faced them; the
executioner, brawny and impassive, sat before, chewing a fig; a ragged
_contadino_ with straw in his shoes, leading a horse as dusty and
threadbare as an old overbeaten carpet, shambled at the head. Leonardo
exclaimed “At last!” and adding excitedly “Release unto me Barabbas!”
halted the procession with a gesture. “Give me this man,” he appealed
to the Duke, “for my Judas. Eternal infamy shall be his in lieu of
death.”
It was a trifling gift; Ludovico graciously, of his omnipotence,
bestowed it. Leonardo begged permission to return to the Palace, and
thence ascended to his atelier, that unclean hostage slinking at his
heels. In the room he stood the creature up against a wall and studied
him. Low cupidity, bestial self-indulgence, sin at its meanest and
rankest were struggling there, out of the abject terror of death, to
reassert themselves. Squalid, fulsome, with battered evil face and
wild eyes shadowed under hair, the tint and almost the texture of
ruined thatch, the thing fawned on its preserver, and was repelled,
and fawned again, but at a distance, and stood whimpering. And
thenceforward Leonardo set himself to unravel the riddle of this
monstrous life.
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