History of a literary radical, and other essaysBourne, Randolph Silliman
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History of a literary radical, and other essays
Bourne, Randolph Silliman
American essays -- 20th century
Gilbert’s house, however, afforded few excitements. Garna’s big room
you did not often enter, though you might on Sunday while she was
putting on her veil and bonnet to take you to church. Gilbert did not
care very much how the rest of the family got to church, but it was one
of the most important things in his life that he should go with Garna.
At nine o’clock the church-bell would begin to ring, gayly, quickly,
sometimes the long peals almost falling over each other in their
eagerness. Then it would stop, with a final long echo. Now the whole
town knew that it was Sunday. Then at ten o’clock the great bell would
ring again, not quite so gayly nor so quickly, to let the people know
that there would be church that day. Then at twenty minutes after ten
the bell would begin its real earnestness,--slow and solemn strokes,
each one ringing its full sonorous note and dying away before the next
one began.
At the first stroke of the ten o’clock bell, Gilbert would rush to
Garna’s room, where he would find her putting on her black silk dress
and little lace collar. Her black bonnet with its long crêpe veil,
which Gilbert soon learned meant that grandfather was dead, would be
spread out on the bed. When the last bell began to ring, and Garna had
not yet put on her bonnet, an icy fear gripped Gilbert’s heart. They
would be late! The maddening slowness with which Garna put the last
touches to her bonnet used to send Gilbert into a delirium of anxiety.
Finally they were out on the elm-shaded streets, Gilbert fairly tugging
and straining to get them there before service began. Mother and Olga
were always late, but that was because Olga cried. He could abandon
them. He did not know what would happen to Garna and him if they were
late, but he felt that it would be something namelessly awful.
But they were never late. They would sit there in the pew several
minutes while the organ played and the great bell boomed outside, up in
the tower. Then the minister would come in, and a sense of security
and peace would steal over Gilbert, listening to the hymn and looking
up at Garna, so glossy and placid next him in the pew.
In prayer-time, Gilbert would have liked to put his head down on the
pew-rail in front of him, just as Garna and all the other people did,
but he could not reach it. So he had to be content with ducking his
head into his hand, and holding his eyes very tightly shut until he
heard the “Amen” which sent them all upright again. Why people had to
conceal their faces while they prayed Gilbert did not know, but it gave
him a very solemn feeling to keep his eyes closed, and an even more
solemn one to open them surreptitiously and look over the wilderness of
bent backs.
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