History of a literary radical, and other essaysBourne, Randolph Silliman
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History of a literary radical, and other essays
Bourne, Randolph Silliman
American essays -- 20th century
The ceiling was very far away, and very blue, with queer indented
squares that shot out reddish lines. Out of it came two enormous
chandeliers of brass, with a ring of lights around, which were
sometimes lighted on a dark day and made a chain of dancing lamplight.
There were galleries running down each side of the church, held up by
slender white pillars. Outside, just at the top of the pillars, ran a
narrow ledge. Gilbert’s imagination would perform perilous adventures
along that ledge. You would walk along, along, and around the back and
up the other side, dizzily perched above the congregation, clinging to
the brass rail, and you would come to the choir behind the minister’s
desk. From the ledge to the choir was a gap of a few feet, but Gilbert
saw himself jumping it, and his heart would beat faster. And then he
would return painfully, exhilaratedly, around that ledge, holding on so
tightly.
When Gilbert got tired of this play he would look up at the strange
figures that were fastened to the under side of the ledge. They looked
like playing-cards, little square raised blocks marked with black
points, at regular intervals down the gallery. Gilbert sometimes
imagined that they were really cards, and that a hooded figure moving
down the aisles would touch them with a wand, and they would lose their
frozen state and fall to the floor. From where Gilbert sat, lines went
out from him in all directions: lines of the pews, lines of the aisle
ahead which went along under the gallery, angles of the walls, lines
of the windows. Sometimes, as his gaze wandered around the church, the
line of a pillar would coincide with the line of a window, and Gilbert
would hold them there together, getting a sudden satisfaction out of
holding them in coincidence, and letting them go reluctantly, only when
his eye would mount to the queer people in the gallery, whose bonnets
and eyes and noses you could just see over the brass railing.
Sometimes in the summer when Uncle Marcus’s family was away, Garna and
Gilbert sat in their pew at the back of the gallery, a pew that was as
big as a house, with great arm-chairs and cushions for your feet. In
front of you was the clock, the face of which you could not see, for it
looked out straight towards the minister, but whose ticking you could
hear. Gilbert felt very public and self-conscious when he sat there,
under the high ceiling, with two long arms of the gallery, crowded with
its two tiers of people, stretching away on either hand. Yet it was
all very august, and religion seemed to have attained its most solemn
worthiness when you sat in Uncle Marcus’s pew.
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