History of a literary radical, and other essaysBourne, Randolph Silliman
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History of a literary radical, and other essays
Bourne, Randolph Silliman
American essays -- 20th century
Ernest ate his supper in great contentment at a little table by my
fireplace. The unaccustomed task of cooking it gave me new and vivid
thrills. And the intellectual concentration involved in heating soup
and making toast was so great as to lose me the pleasure of watching
Ernest draw. I had asked him in the morning if he liked to draw. He had
answered in such scorn that I had hastily called in Michelangelo. Now
I placed a pencil and many large sheets of paper negligently near him.
When I brought him his supper, he had covered them all with futuristic
men, houses, and horses. The floor was strewn with his work, and he
was magnificently casting it from him as he attacked these æsthetic
problems with fierce gusto. Only the sight of food quelled his artistic
rage. After supper, however, he did not return to them. Instead, he
became fascinated with the pillows of my couch, and piled them in a
line, with a whistling and shouting as of railroad trains. I wrote a
little, merely to show myself that this business of parenthood need
not devastate one’s life. But I found myself wondering acutely, in the
midst of an eloquent sentence, what time it was healthy for Ernest
to go to bed. I seemed to remember seven--incredible to me, and yet
perhaps meet for a child. It was already seven, but the vigor with
which he rejected my proposal startled me. His amiability all day had
been so irreproachable that I did not wish to strain it now. Yet I was
conscious of an approaching parental crisis. Suppose he did not want to
go to bed at all!
When I next looked up, I found that he had compromised by falling
asleep in a curious diagonal and perilous position across his
pillows--the trainman asleep at the switch. In a position in which
nobody could sleep, Ernest slept with the face of an angel. Complexity!
Only a brute would wake him. Yet how did parents get their children to
bed? And then I thought of the intricacies of his clothes. I touched
him very gently; he jumped at me in a dazed way, with the quaintest,
“Oh, I don’t know what made me go to sleep!” and was off into the big
chair and helpless slumber.
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