History of a literary radical, and other essaysBourne, Randolph Silliman
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History of a literary radical, and other essays
Bourne, Randolph Silliman
American essays -- 20th century
I repented of my brutality. I tried to read, but my parental conscience
again smote me. Ernest looked forlorn and maladjusted, his head
sinking down on his breast. I thought that Ernest would thank me now
for reminding him of his bed. He showed astonishing force of will.
I recoiled from the “I don’t want to go to bed!” which he hurled at
me. I tried reason. I called his attention to his uncomfortableness.
But he was unmoved, and insisted on going to sleep again after every
question. I hardened my heart a little. I saw that stern measures would
have to be adopted, Ernest’s little clothes taken off, Ernest inserted
into his flannel nightgown, and tucked into bed. Yet I had no idea
of the parental technique for such situations. Ernest had been quite
irresponsive to my appeal that all good little boys went to bed at
seven o’clock, and I could think of no further generalizations. Crisis
after so happy a day! Was this parenthood?
The variety of buttons and hooks on Ernest’s outer and inner garments
bewildered me. Ernest’s dead sleepiness made the work difficult. But
finally his little body emerged from the midst, leaving me with the
feeling of one who has taken a watch apart and wonders dismayedly how
he will ever get it together again. Ernest, however, was not inclined
to permit the indignity of this disrobing without bitter protest. When
I urged his coöperation in putting on his nightgown, he became voluble.
The sunniness of his temper was clouded. His tone turned to harsh
bitterness. Little angry tears rolled down his cheeks, and he betrayed
his sense of extreme outrage with an “I don’t _want_ to put on my
nightgown!” hurled at me with so much of moral pain that I was chilled.
But it was too late. I could not unscramble Ernest. With a sinking
heart I had gently to thrust his little arms and legs into the warm
flannel, trundle him over the floor, bitter and sleepily protesting,
roll him into his bed, and cover him up. As he curled and snuggled into
the covers his tears dried as if by magic, the bitterness smoothed out
of his face, and all his griefs were forgotten.
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