“My Lord,—Lieutenant-Governor Fanning arrived here yesterday,
and by him I have been honored by your lordship’s letter of the
thirtieth June, saying that many representations have been made
to the King of improper proceedings in the exercise of the
powers with which I have been vested, and that it is His
Majesty’s pleasure that I should repair to England as soon as
may be, to give an account of my conduct; also commanding me to
deliver to Lieutenant-Governor Fanning such papers and documents
as may be necessary to enable him to carry on the public service
during my absence.
“I have received His Majesty’s commands with the utmost
veneration and respect, and nothing gives me so much pain as
when I have it not in my power to carry them into immediate
execution.
“Such papers and documents as appear in the least necessary
towards carrying on the present service shall be delivered
without loss of time; but there are unsurmountable reasons why I
cannot this winter quit this island. The season is too far
advanced to leave a possibility of arranging my little matters
so as to prevent total ruin in my absence. Besides, my lord, if
the charges are such as I have already answered, my _ipse dixit_
will add but little weight to my defence, and I have no further
proof to offer. If there have been any new charges sent from
hence, the evidence to disprove them cannot be had in England;
therefore, my going home without them would only prove a useless
trouble to your lordship and to myself. It is an unspeakable
grief of heart to me that I am under the necessity so long of
lying under the appearance of having proved unworthy of my
station. All my labors for thirty years have been in search of
reputation, and I have gained it everywhere but where most I
wished. Be assured, my lord, it will be my pride and glory if I
can restore confidence among the council of my royal master. I
hope and trust your lordship will feel my situation as I do
myself, and that in justice you will order me copies of my
crimes, so as to have them by the first of spring; and be
assured that I shall, as soon after the receipt of them as
possible, with every anxious and eager hope, pay instant
obedience to the royal mandate.
“Were it even possible for me, at so few days’ notice, to quit
the island, even with the total ruin of my family, I should be
obliged to accumulate ruin on ruin by being obliged to stay a
whole season in England to wait for evidence from home, and in
place of expediting, it must delay my hearing. But if I cannot
go from hence prepared to answer my accusers, after my arrival
my fate may be soon decided; and if I have not been guilty of
what will deprive me of my liberty, I may return in the course
of the summer to cultivate my farm.
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