History of the Jews, Vol. 6 (of 6): Containing a Memoir of the Author by Dr. Philip Bloch, a Chronological Table of Jewish History, an Index to the Whole WorkGraetz, Heinrich
History
History of the Jews, Vol. 6 (of 6): Containing a Memoir of the Author by Dr. Philip Bloch, a Chronological Table of Jewish History, an Index to the Whole Work
Graetz, Heinrich
Jews -- History
“Often I spoke of it [religious doubt] to B. B., the only one to
whom I could tell my thoughts on such subjects. Then he would
allege the urgent necessity for reforms in view of the gradual
decay of religion. But I realized, that reform, that is, the
omission of a number of laws organically interwoven with the rest,
would abrogate the whole Law. How delighted I therefore was with
a new book, ‘אגרת צפון {Hebrew: Igeret Tzafon}, Nineteen Letters
on Judaism, _anonymous_,’ in which a view of Judaism I had never
before heard or suspected was defended with convincing arguments.
Judaism was represented as the best religion and as indispensable
to the salvation of mankind. With avidity I devoured every word.
Disloyal though I had been to the Talmud, this book reconciled me
with it. I returned to it as to a mistress deemed faithless and
proved true, and determined to use my utmost effort to pierce to
its depths, acquire a philosophical knowledge thereof, and, as many
would have me believe that I might become a so-called ‘rabbi-doctor
of theology’ (_studirter Rabbiner_), publicly demonstrate its truth
and utility. I set about my task at once, beginning with the first
folio ברכות {Hebrew: Berachot} and the first Book of Moses. I dwelt
upon every point with pleasure, treating them not as remnants of
antiquity, but as books containing divine help for mankind. My
endeavor was materially advanced by the knowledge I had acquired
here, among other things of theology, which only now I learned to
esteem as a branch of science; of geometry--I had studied nearly
the whole of the first three books of Euclid; and of history.”
After that he could not content himself with life in Wollstein; the
place had nothing more to offer him. The resolution to quit the town,
which had grown into his heart as his second home, was facilitated by
the removal of an uncle, depriving him of his strongest support; by
the usual disappointment and revulsion of feeling following the usual
extravagance of a youthful, fantastic love-affair; and by conflicts
with companions and patrons, caused to some extent doubtless by the
disharmonious state of his mind and aggravated by tittle-tattle. But
whither was he to turn to satisfy the yearnings of his soul? He decided
on Prague, the Mecca of the young Jewish theologians of the day, “a
city most famous for learning, hospitality, and other virtues.”
II.
THE APPRENTICE.
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