Christian fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Seeing how perfectly these twain of their ancestors were reflected in
his mother and uncle, not only in features, but also in character,
Bergan was suddenly seized with a nightmare of doubt and questioning.
Was a man's good or evil, then, a mere matter of inheritance, an
inevitable heirloom, handed down to him from a remote ancestry, by a
more effectual law of transmission than has ever been established, in
respect to more tangible property? If so,--if the defects and
weaknesses, the depraved tastes and ungovernable passions, which
characterized the father were inevitably passed on to the son, and the
son's son,--if the moral disease under which this man groaned, as well
as the sweet temper which made that woman a household sunbeam, were to
be surely traced back to their ancestor of a hundred years ago; what
became of individual worth, individual shame, and individual
accountability?
Bergan shrank from the apparently inevitable conclusion. He felt, with
an unutterable horror, its snaky coils tightening around him, squeezing
the breath out of every noble aim and aspiration. He could only escape
from it by an appeal from his reason to his consciousness.
"If," he asked himself, "I should now take that grim picture from the
wall, and thrust it into the fire, in revenge for the pain which it has
given me, should I not know, despite all reasoning to the contrary,
that I--I alone, and not that bearded Sir Harry, was responsible for
the foolish act? Certainly, I should; for whatever else he may have
sent down to me, he did not give me either my will or my conscience.
These are my own, and never Bergan of them all had them before me!"
And he drew a long breath of relief.
His attention was now directed to the portrait of a young girl, at the
end of the second row, nearest the window. It had an odd, illusive
resemblance to some one that he had known,--a singular likeness in
unlikeness, which puzzled while it attracted him. All at once,
capturing the fleeting, familiar expression, as it were, by a swift
side-glance, he recognized it as that portrait of his mother in her
youth, of which Major Bergan had spoken. He stood gazing upon it long
and earnestly, yet with a strange, undefinable feeling of sadness, too.
For this bright, young being, with the smooth brow, the arch, dimpled
face, and the unwakened soul dreaming at the depths of the soft eyes,
was, after all, a stranger to him,--a being that he had never known,
and never could know, any more than if she had been laid years ago
under the sod, and her sweet substance gradually transformed into
violets and daisies. He went back to the picture of Lady Eleanor, and
felt, with a thrill of gladness, that he had found again the mother
that he seemed, for a brief space, to have lost.
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