Christian fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Nothing remained but the harmonious voice, which had at once perfected
and broken the spell. Glancing toward the chancel, Bergan saw a
clergyman, with a face that would have been simply benignant, but for
the vivid illumination of a pair of deep-set, dark-blue eyes,--a light
never seen save where a great heart sends its warm glow through all the
chambers of a grand intellect.
There is something marvellous in the inexhaustible adaptation of the
Church service to the wants of the soul. At the same time that it is a
miracle of fitness for the ends of public worship, it has its adequate
word for every secret, individual need. Though Bergan had heard it
hundreds of times before, and always with a hearty admiration of its
beauty and comprehensiveness, never had its rhythmic sentences fallen
upon his heart with such gracious and grateful effect. Doubtless, this
was owing, in great measure, to the subdued frame of mind induced by
the events of the last week; but it was also due, in some degree, to
the perfection with which the service was rendered. It was neither
hurried nor drawled, neither grumbled nor whined, neither a rasping
see-saw nor a dull monotone. It was not overlaid with the arts of
elocution; nor was it robbed of all life and warmth by the formal
emphasis and intonation of the merely correct reader. But, in Mr.
Islay's mouth, it became the living voice of living hearts. The dear
old words, without losing one whit of the accumulated power, and the
sacred associations, of long years of reverent use, came as freshly and
as fervently from the speaker's lips, as if they were the heart-warm
coinage of the moment.
As an inevitable consequence, Bergan's responses were uttered with
answering fervor. And how perfectly they met his wants! How
wonderfully they expressed his sense of weakness and failure, his
depression and humiliation, his new-born self-distrust, his earnest
desire and determination to be stronger against future temptations. In
some sentences, there was a depth of meaning and of fitness, that
seemed to have been waiting all these years for this moment of complete
interpretation. Continually was he startled by subtile references to
his peculiar circumstances, by the calm precision with which his sores
were probed, and the tender skill which applied to them healing balm.
Especially was he struck by the Collect for the day,--so clearly did it
express thoughts and feelings too vague in his own mind to have shaped
themselves into words:--
"O Lord, we beseech Thee, absolve Thy people from their offences; that
through Thy bountiful goodness, they may all be delivered from the
bands of those sins which by their frailty they have committed."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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