Bildungsromans; Christian fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
“I should recognize your hand anywhere! And more than that, I should
only have to pick out the most rigid and unbending criticism to know
which must be yours. It is your way, and you know it! Are you not always
showing me up to myself! That’s why I was in such mortal terror of your
finding out what I was doing. If you had said anything to make me hate
my work,” she went on, looking up at him with earnest eyes, “I should
never have touched it again; and I did want to finish it! You have been
my master now for--let me see--how many months? I do not know how I
shall ever thank you!” Here she changed tone. “If I come off with a
pound of flesh left, it will be owing entirely to the pains you have
taken with me! I wonder whether you will like any of my triolets! But it
is time to dress for dinner, so I will leave you in peace--but not all
night, for when you go to bed you shall take _your_ copy with you to
help you asleep.”
While dressing he was full of the dread of not liking the book well
enough to praise it as he wished. A first book was nothing, he said to
himself; it might be what it would; but the second--that was another
matter! He recalled what first books he knew. “Poems by Two Brothers”
gave not a foretaste of what was to come so soon after them! Shelley’s
prose attempts in his boyhood were below criticism! Byron’s “Hours of
Idleness” were as idle as he called them! He knew what followed these
and others, but what had followed Lady Lufa’s? That he was now to
discover! What if it should be no better than what preceded! For his own
part he did not, he would not much care. It was not for her poetry, it
was for herself he loved her! What she wrote was not she, and could make
no difference! It was not as if she had no genuine understanding of
poetry, no admiration or feeling for it! A poet could do well enough
with a wife who never wrote a verse, but hardly with one who had no
natural relation to it, no perception what it was! A poet in love with
one who laughed at his poetry!--that would want scanning! What or
wherein could be their relation to each other?
He is a poor poet--and Walter was such a poet--who does not know there
are better things than poetry. Keats began to discover it just ere he
died.
Walter feared therefore the coming gift, as he might that of a doubted
enchantress. It was not the less a delight, however, to remember that
she said “_your_ copy.” But he must leave thinking and put on his
neck-tie! There are other things than time and tide that wait for no
man!
Lady Tremaine gave him Lufa, and she took his arm with old familiarity.
The talk at table was but such as it could hardly help being--only for
Walter it was talk with Lufa! The pleasure of talk often owes not much
to the sense of it. There is more than the intellect concerned in talk;
there is more at its root than fact or logic or lying.
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