Bildungsromans; Christian fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
“I was at the top in a moment, on the level where she stood leaning over
the handrail. Turning, I approached her. Apparently, she neither saw nor
heard me. ‘Well acted!’ I said to myself--but even then I was beginning
to be afraid, without knowing why. Every man’s impulse, I fancy, is to
go right up to anything that frightens him--at least, I have always
found it so. I walked close up to the woman. She moved her head and
turned in my direction, but only as if about to go away. Whether she
looked at me I can not tell, but I saw her eyes plain enough. By this
time, I suppose, the idea of a ghost must have been uppermost, for,
being now quite close to her, I put out my hand as if to touch her. _My
hand went through her--through her head and body!_ I am not joking in
the least; I mean you to believe, if you can, exactly what I say. What
then she did, or whether she took any notice of my movement, I can not
tell; I only know what I did, or rather what I did not do. For, had I
been capable, I should have uttered a shriek that would have filled the
house with ghastliest terror; but there was a load of iron on my chest,
and the hand of a giant at my throat. I could not help opening my mouth,
for something drew all the muscles of my jaws and throat, but I could
not utter a sound. The horror I was in, was entirely new to me, and no
more under my control than a fever. I only wonder it did not paralyze
me, that I was able to turn and run down the stair! I ran as if all the
cardinal sins were at my heels. I flew, never seeming to touch the
stairs as I went. I darted along the passage, burst into my room, shut
and locked the door, lighted my candles, fell into a chair, shuddered,
and began to breathe again.”
He ceased, not without present signs of the agitation he described.
“But that’s not all!”
“And what else?”
“Did anything happen?”
“Do tell us more.”
“I have nothing more to tell,” answered Sefton. “But I haven’t done
wondering what could have put me in such an awful funk! You can’t have a
notion what it was like!”
“I know I should have been in a worse!”
“Perhaps--but why? Why should any one have been terrified? The
poor thing had lost her body, it is true, but there she was
notwithstanding--all the same! It might be nicer or not so nice to her,
but why should it so affect me? that’s what I want to know! Am I not, as
Hamlet says, ‘a thing immortal as itself?’ I don’t see the sense of it!
Sure I am that one meets constantly--sits down with, eats and drinks
with, hears sing, and play, and remark on the weather, and the fate of
the nation--”
He paused, his eyes fixed on Walter.
“What _are_ you driving at?” said Lufa.
“I was thinking of a much more fearful kind of creature,” he answered.
“What kind of a creature?” she asked.
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