Home Influence: A Tale for Mothers and DaughtersAguilar, Grace
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Home Influence: A Tale for Mothers and Daughters
Aguilar, Grace
Domestic fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction
From every eye but her mother's she could and did hide herself; for
saying that her head ached, which was the truth, and she did not wish
any thing to take, she refused to go down to dinner. Mrs. Hamilton had
successfully exerted herself during their excursion, and Emmeline and
Ellen enjoyed themselves so thoroughly as almost to forget the alloy of
the morning; and even when Caroline's message recalled it, the boys were
all so merry, that it did not disturb them. Percy always declared that
Caroline's headache was only another term for temper-ache, and he would
certainly have sent her some message of mock pity, if his quick eye had
not discovered or fancied that his mother did not look quite as well as
usual, and so he contented himself by trying still more to be the life
of the dinner-table. Mr. Hamilton had seen at a single glance that all
was not quite right, and Caroline's non-appearance and message explained
it, to his extreme regret, for he had begun to hope and believe that his
wife's extreme solicitude, on her account, was beginning to decrease.
Mrs. Hamilton had not much doubt that silence and solitude had so far
had effect on Caroline as to subdue passion, and bring her to a sense of
her misconduct; but that had scarcely power to lessen the anxiety and
the pain which Caroline's words had so wantonly inflicted. Had she
indeed evinced any thing like undue partiality? the idea alone almost
brought a smile; fondly, and almost as her own child, as she loved her
little niece. The very anxiety Caroline occasioned her, deepened her
affection; the very control she was obliged to exercise in her mode of
guiding her, strengthened every feeling toward her. She was so enwrapped
in these painfully engrossing thoughts, in the strict examination of her
own own heart, that she was not aware the time she had appointed had
passed by full ten minutes, till she was roused by the handle of her
door being softly turned, and left again, as if some one had wished to
enter, but hesitated. The very hesitation gave her hope, for she really
did not know that the utmost penalty she could have inflicted on
Caroline, in the moment of natural indignation, would have failed in
producing such an effect as the simple command to seek her, and define
her charges against her, when that angry excitement had so calmed, that
Caroline would have given worlds, if she might but have not referred to
it again. She knew she dared not disobey, but her daring had left her so
powerless that she had stood at her mother's door full ten minutes
before she could command courage sufficient to open it and enter.
Mrs. Hamilton looked at her changed aspect, the bitter humiliation
expressed in every feature, with such pity, that it required even more
than her usual exercise of control, to retain the grave, and apparently
unmoved tone with which she said--
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