Home Influence: A Tale for Mothers and DaughtersAguilar, Grace
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Home Influence: A Tale for Mothers and Daughters
Aguilar, Grace
Domestic fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction
"You have had a long time in which to reflect on your charges against
me, Caroline. I hope they are now sufficiently defined for me to
understand and answer them. You may sit down, for you do not seem very
capable of standing."
Caroline gladly obeyed, by sitting down on a low ottoman, some little
distance from her mother, on whose neck she absolutely longed to throw
herself and beseech forgiveness; but Mrs. Hamilton's tone was not such
as to give her courage to do so. She remained silent, burying her face
in her hands.
"I am waiting your pleasure, Caroline; I should have thought that you
had had plenty of time to think during my absence. Of what do you accuse
me?"
"Oh, nothing, nothing! mamma, dear mamma, do not speak to me in that
tone, I can not bear it; indeed, indeed, I am miserable enough already;
condemn me to any punishment, the severest you can, I know I deserve
it--but do not, do not speak so."
"No, Caroline; were I to condemn you to any punishment, it would seem
more like vengeance for the pain you have inflicted on me by your
accusation of partiality and injustice, than from the hope of producing
any good end. You are no longer a child, who must be taught the line of
duty to a parent. You know it now as well as I can teach it, and if you
fail, must be answerable only to yourself. I can not help you any
further, than by requesting you to explain clearly the origin of your
complaint against me. Its main ground of offense is, I believe, that
since Ellen has become an inmate of my family I have treated you with
more harshness and unkindness than I ever did before. Can you look back
on the last eighteen months and recall one instance in which this has
been the case? I must have an answer, Caroline; you may now think
explanation is not necessary, and that you meant nothing when you spoke,
but that will not satisfy me nor you, when ill-temper regains
ascendency. You need not refrain from answering for fear of wounding me.
You can scarcely do that more than you have done already."
Caroline tried to speak, but she could only sob forth, that she could
not recall one instance, in which her mother had been more displeased
with her than her conduct merited. Acknowledging, but almost
inarticulately, that she had sometimes fancied that she had remained
longer cold with her than with Ellen, after the committal of a
fault--and that--(she stopped).
"Go on, Caroline."
"I could not feel my faults such heavy ones as Ellen's."
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