Home Influence: A Tale for Mothers and DaughtersAguilar, Grace
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Home Influence: A Tale for Mothers and Daughters
Aguilar, Grace
Domestic fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction
"They are of equal, if not greater weight than your cousin's, Caroline.
You have been, from your earliest infancy, the object of the most tender
and devoted care to your father and myself. Miss Harcourt has followed
out our plans; you have never been exposed to any temptation, not even
that of casual bad example. Ellen, till she became mine, encountered
neglect, harshness, all that could not fail in such a character to
engender the faults she has. You can not compare yourself with her, for,
had you been situated as she was, I fear you would have had still
heavier failings."
"I should never have told untruths," exclaimed Caroline with returning
temper.
"Perhaps not, for some persons are so physically constituted that they
do not know what fear is; and harshness would harden, not terrify and
crush, as with such dispositions as Ellen's. But Caroline, when temper
gains dominion over you, as it has done to-day, do you always think and
utter nothing but the truth?"
Caroline turned from that penetrating look and burst into tears. Few as
the words were, they seemed to flash light into the very inmost recesses
of her heart, and tell her that in moments of uncontrolled temper, in
her brooding fancies, she really did forfeit the truth, on adherence to
which she so prided herself; and that there was no excuse for her in the
idea that she did not know what she said or did--for why had religion
and reason been so carefully implanted within her, but to enable her to
subdue the evil temper, ere it acquired such fearful dominion.
"Perhaps you have never thought of this before, Caroline," resumed Mrs.
Hamilton, and her tone was not quite so cold; "but think of it in
future, and it may help you to conquer yourself. Remember, words can
never be recalled, and that, though you may have lost such command over
yourself, as scarcely to know the exact sense of what you say, yet those
to whom they are addressed, or those who may have only heard them, must
believe, and so receive, and perhaps act on false impressions, which no
after effort will remove. Now to your next charge, that I treat Ellen as
a reasonable being, and you as a child:--if you have the least
foundation for this supposition, speak it without hesitation--whence has
it arisen?"
For one minute Caroline hesitated, but then resolved she would atone for
her fault at least by a full confession. She told all the wishes, the
hopes Annie's information of Lady Helen's promise had imparted, and the
pain it was to feel that her mother thought her such a child as not to
speak to her on the subject.
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