Home Influence: A Tale for Mothers and DaughtersAguilar, Grace
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Home Influence: A Tale for Mothers and Daughters
Aguilar, Grace
Domestic fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction
"Do not attempt to study to-night, my dear Caroline; get up a little
earlier to-morrow, to be ready for me, if you like; but though it will
be much more painful to you to remain idle the remainder of this evening
than to employ yourself, even with the most disagreeable task, I would
much rather you should do so. Once let temper be quite subdued, and your
heart receive its necessary government, and I have no fear but that you
will very quickly make up for lost time; and even if you did not,
believe me, my dear child, the graces of the mind, precious as in
general they are considered, and as they are, still are to me actually
nothing worth, if unaccompanied by a gentle temper and womanly heart. Do
not shrink from the suffering which it will be to sit alone and think on
all that has passed to-day; but let your remorse be accompanied by a
resolution (which you are quite capable of not only forming, but of
keeping) not to rest till by prayer and effort you have sought God's
blessing on your difficult task, and so feel strengthened for its
fulfillment; and also for persevering in it, for you must not hope to
succeed in subduing yourself all at once. Do this, and I shall be better
pleased than if to-morrow morning you brought me a treble quantity of
mental work."
She embraced and left her--to meditations, from whose bitter, though
salutary pain, Caroline made no attempt to escape; though, had it not
been for her mother's advice, she would gladly have flown to her
studies, and worked with double assiduity, believing that she was, by
doing so, atoning for her fault, instead of merely shrinking from its
remembrance. It was a trial to join her family even for prayers; for she
felt so self-convicted, so humbled, that she fancied every one must
despise her; and when, after the service, Percy approached, and, with
mock sympathy, inquired how her headache was, and if she had recovered
her appetite, and begged her not to be ill at such a critical time, as
he most particularly wished to go to Lady Helen's ball, and he could not
be so cruel, if she were not well, her spirit was so broken that the
large tears rolled down her cheeks, and she turned away without uttering
a single word.
"If you had taken the trouble to look in your sister's face, Percy, you
would not have spoken so unkindly," said Mrs. Hamilton, more hastily
than she was in the habit of interfering; and as Caroline came to her,
she whispered some few fond words, that enabled her to wish her father
good-night and leave the room, without any farther display of emotion.
"Do you wish your sister to dislike you, Percy?" she said gently
detaining him, as he was following Caroline.
"Dislike me, mother? No! how can you think so?"
"Because you act as if you wished it; you never see her uncomfortable,
without trying to make her more so, and is that kind? How can she ever
look up to and love you, while such is the case?"
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