Home Influence: A Tale for Mothers and DaughtersAguilar, Grace
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Home Influence: A Tale for Mothers and Daughters
Aguilar, Grace
Domestic fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction
But change in manner was not all; almost every second or third month
Ellen's allowance of pocket-money (which was unusually liberal, as Mrs.
Hamilton wished to accustom her girls, from an early age, to purchase
some few articles of dress for themselves, and so learn the value of
money) most strangely and mysteriously disappeared. Ellen either could
not or would not give any account of it; and, of course, it not only
exposed her to her aunt's most serious displeasure, but inexpressibly
heightened not only Mrs. Hamilton's bewilderment and anxiety, but Miss
Harcourt's and Caroline's unspoken prejudice. From the time of Edward's
departure, Ellen had never been discovered in or suspected of either
uttering or acting an untruth; but her silence, her apparent determined
ignorance of, or resolution not to confess the cause of the
incomprehensible disappearance of her allowance, naturally compelled
Mrs. Hamilton to revert to the propensity of her childhood, and fear
that truthfulness was again deserting her. Her displeasure lasting of
course, the longer from Ellen's want of openness, and the air of what
almost appeared to her anxious yet still affectionate aunt like sullen
defiance (in reality, it was almost despair), when spoken to, caused a
painful degree of estrangement between them, always, however, giving
place to Mrs. Hamilton's usual caressing manner, the moment Ellen seemed
really repentant, and her month's expenditure could be properly
explained.
For six or eight months before the day on which we recommence our
narrative, there had been, however, nothing to complain of in Ellen,
except still that unnatural reserve and frequent depression, as if
dreading something she knew not what, which, as every other part of her
conduct was satisfactory, Mrs. Hamilton tried to comfort herself was
physical alone. No reference to the past was ever made: her manner to
her niece became the same as usual; but she could not feel secure as to
her character, and, what was most painful, there were times when she was
compelled to doubt even Ellen's affection for herself, a thing she had
never had the slightest cause to do even when she was a little inanimate
child.
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