Home Influence: A Tale for Mothers and DaughtersAguilar, Grace
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Home Influence: A Tale for Mothers and Daughters
Aguilar, Grace
Domestic fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction
But very few changes had taken place in the Greville and Grahame
families. Mrs. Greville's trial continued in unmitigated, if not
heightened bitterness: the example, the companionship of his father had
appeared to have blighted every good seed which she had strenuously
endeavored to plant in the bosom of her son. At sixteen he was already
an accomplished man of the world, in its most painful sense: he had his
own companions, his own haunts; scarcely ever visiting his home, for a
reason which, could his poor mother have known it, would have given her
some slight gleam of comfort. He could not associate either with her or
his sister, without feeling a sort of loathing of himself, a longing to
be to them as Percy and Herbert Hamilton were at Oakwood; and not having
the moral courage sufficient to break from the control of his father,
and the exciting pleasures in which that control initiated him, he
shrunk more and more from the only spot in which better feelings were so
awakened within him as to give him pain. To deaden this unacknowledged
remorse, his manner was rude and unfeeling, so that his very visits,
though inexpressibly longed for by his mother, brought only increase of
grief.
Mrs. Greville seemed herself so inured to suffering, that she bore up
against it without any visible failing of health; struggling against its
enervating effects, more, perhaps, than she was aware of herself, for
the sake of one treasure still granted her--her own almost angel
Mary--who, she knew, without her love and constant cheerfulness, must
sink beneath such a constant aggravated trial. Yet that very love
brought increase of anxiety from more than one cause. As yet there was
no change in their manner of living, but Mrs. Greville knew that, from
the excesses of her husband and son, there very soon must be. Ruin,
poverty, all its fearful ills, stood before her in perspective, and how
could Mary's fragile frame and gentle spirit bear up against them? Again
and again the question pressed upon her--Did Herbert Hamilton indeed
love her child, as every passing year seemed to confirm? and if he did,
would--could his parents consent to his union with the child of such a
father, the sister of such a brother? There were always long messages to
Mary in Herbert's letters to his mother, which Mrs. Hamilton not only
delivered herself, but sometimes even put the whole letter into Mary's
hand, and at last laughingly said, she really thought they had much
better write to each other, as then she should chance to get a letter
all to herself, not merely be the medium of a communication between
them; and Mary, though she did slightly blush, which she was in the
habit of doing for scarcely any thing, seemed to think it so perfectly
natural, that she merely said, if Herbert had time to write to her, she
should like it very much, and would certainly answer him.
"My dear Emmeline, what are you about?" was Mrs. Greville's anxious
appeal, the moment they were alone.
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