Home Influence: A Tale for Mothers and Daughters — John Shaqi
Home Influence: A Tale for Mothers and DaughtersAguilar, Grace
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Home Influence: A Tale for Mothers and Daughters
Aguilar, Grace
Domestic fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction
But though to her Ellen was a riddle, to her sister Nature was resuming
her sway, too late, alas! for all, save the mother's own reproaches. Her
weakness had become such that days would pass when speech, save a few
whispered words, was impossible; but she would gaze upon her child, as
hour after hour she would sit by the bed, resisting all Edward's
entreaties, and sometimes even her aunt's to go and play, and long to
fold her to her heart, and confess she had been cruelly unjust, and that
she did love her now almost as much as Edward, but she was much too weak
to do more than feel. And Ellen remained unconscious of the change,
except that now and then, as she would bring her nourishment or bend
over to bathe her forehead, her mother would, as if involuntarily, kiss
her cheek and murmur some caressing word. And Ellen longed to cling to
her neck and say how much she loved her, but she did not dare and she
would hurry out of the room to conceal her tears, instead of returning
the caress, thus unhappily confirming the idea of natural coldness.
Even the comfort of sitting by her mother was at length denied her. Mrs.
Fortescue became so alarmingly and painfully ill, that Mrs. Hamilton
felt it an unnecessary trial for her children to witness it, especially
as they could be no comfort to her, for she did not know them. The
evening of the fourth day she recovered sufficiently to partake of the
sacrament with her sister and Mr. Hamilton, and then entreat that her
children might be brought to her. She felt herself, what the physician
had imparted to her sister, that the recovery of her senses would in all
human probability be followed in a few hours by death, and her last
thoughts were on them.
Edward, full of glee at being permitted to see her again, bounded
joyfully into the room, but the fearful change in that beloved face so
startled and terrified him, that he uttered a loud cry, and throwing
himself beside her, sobbed upon her bosom. Mrs. Fortescue was fearfully
agitated, but she conjured her sister not to take him from her, and her
heavy eyes wandered painfully round the room in search of Ellen.
"Come to me, Ellen, I have done you injustice, my sweet child," she
murmured in a voice that Ellen never in her life forgot, and she clung
to her in silent agony. "I have not done my duty to you, I know--I feel
I have not, and it is too late now to atone. I can only pray God to
bless you, and raise you up a kinder parent than I have been! Bless,
bless you both." Faintness overpowered her, and she lay for several
minutes powerless, in Mrs. Hamilton's arms. Edward, in passionate grief,
refused to stir from the bed; and Ellen, almost unconsciously, sunk on
her knees by Mr. Myrvin.
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