Home Influence: A Tale for Mothers and Daughters — John Shaqi
Home Influence: A Tale for Mothers and DaughtersAguilar, Grace
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Home Influence: A Tale for Mothers and Daughters
Aguilar, Grace
Domestic fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction
The state of Eleanor's mind when these awful tidings were communicated
to her, which they were by her father, in his agitation and anger,
without the least preparation, we leave our readers to imagine.
Hardened, heartless, willful as she was, she was still a woman, and a
very young one, and till Captain Fortescue appeared, had loved, as far
as it was in her nature, Lord Fitzclair. To believe that she had nothing
to do with his miserable end was an attempt so vain and hollow, that
even she shrunk from the hopeless struggle to realize it; remorse in all
its torturing, unmitigated anguish took possession of her, but instead
of leading her to penitence, and thence the hope of peace, it urged her
to a course of action from which she imagined there was no withdrawing;
and which must in time, by removing her from all painful associations,
lessen her present misery.
For three days and nights she never quitted her own apartment, and then
joined her usual circles without the smallest evidence of the internal
agony which was still hers. It was very easy to displace paleness by
artificial roses, and her gay smiles and joyous sallies were tempered
only by a judiciously-expressed horror when the late event was discussed
before her, supposed natural to one who had known him so intimately; but
the hours of loneliness which followed this conduct in society were
terrible indeed. By a strange contrariety of feeling, her better nature
longed for Emmeline, and her artificial, which had, alas! only too
forcibly become her natural self, felt as if she would leave the kingdom
rather than encounter the mild, sorrowful glance of those penetrating
eyes.
Lord Delmont was himself in a most pitiable condition; even minor evils
had always been great to him, and the effect of this, the wish to take
Eleanor away from Captain Fortescue's increased and annoying attentions,
and yet the dread that doing so would connect her with Fitzclair's
death, so distracted him as to render him really ill--information which
instantly brought Mr. and Mrs. Hamilton to Cheltenham.
Some young wives and mothers might have felt it hard that their domestic
enjoyment should so continually have been disturbed and annoyed from the
faults of others; but Emmeline had been accustomed to trace every thing
that created personal suffering to the highest source, and feel that it
was good for her, or it would not be; a conviction that enabled her to
bear with and still to love the erring one that was the visible cause of
pain.
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