"Upon the rocking waters of the ocean, the human face began to
appear: the sea appeared paved with innumerable faces, upturned to
the heavens,--faces imploring, wrathful, despairing, surged upwards
by thousands, by myriads, by generations, by centuries; my
agitation was infinite, my mind tossed and surged with the ocean. .
. . I was buried for a thousand years in stone coffins, with
mummies and sphinxes, in narrow chambers at the heart of eternal
pyramids. I was kissed with cancerous kisses by crocodiles; and
laid confounded with all unutterable slimy things, among reeds and
Nilotic mud. . . . The cursed crocodile became to me the object of
more horror than almost all the rest. I was compelled to live with
him for centuries."
The struggle was a long and hard one, and of it he says:--
"Jeremy Taylor conjectures that it may be as painful to be born as
to die. I think it probable; and during the whole period of my
diminishing opium I had the torments of a man passing out of one
mode of existence into another. . . . One memorial of my former
condition still remains; my dreams are not yet perfectly calm; the
dread swell and agitation of the storm have not wholly subsided.
My dreams are still tumultuous, and like the gates of Paradise to
our first parents when looking back from afar, it is still, in the
tremendous line of Milton,
'With dreadful faces thronged, and fiery arms.'"
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