What a talk Susie and I had that day! Slowly, stealthily I crept nearer
and nearer to the subject burning in my heart. I watched Susie closely,
for her face was an enigma to me. I never think of her and of that day
without recalling Baudelaire's dream of a giantess. More happy than the
poet, I really saw my colossal beauty stand full grown before me, but,
like him, I wondered--
* * * "Si son coeur couve une sombre flamme
Aux humides brouillards qui nagent dans ses yeux."
I could not tell, from any outward sign, what was going on in her heart.
No sphinx could have been more utterly calm and mysterious. She had a
most baffling way about her, too. When at last I had reached the point
of a confession of my maddening love, she broke into one of my
charmingest sentences to say--
"Mr. ----, you'd better move farther away from the churn or I might
spatter your clothes."
This, somehow, disconcerted and bothered me. But Susie was so calm and
sweet about it, her gray eyes beamed so mysteriously innocent of any
impropriety, that I soon regained my lost eloquence.
How sharply and indelibly cut in my memory, like intaglios in ivory, the
surroundings of that scene, even to the minutest detail! For instance, I
can see as plainly as then my new silk hat on the floor between my
knees, containing a red handkerchief and a paper of chewing tobacco. I
recall, also, that a slip-trod shoe lay careened to one side near the
centre of the room. The bull-dog came to the door and peeped solemnly in
a time or two. A string of dried pumpkin cuts hung by the fireplace, and
under a small wooden table in one corner were piled a few balls of
"carpet rags." I sat in a very low chair. A picture of George Washington
hung above a small square window. The floor was ash boards uncarpeted. I
heard some chickens clucking and cackling under the house.
Finally, I recollect it as if it were but yesterday, I said:
"I love you, Susie--I love you, and I have loved you ever since I first
saw you!"
How tame the words sound now! but then they came forth in a tremulous
murmur that gave them character and power. Susie looked straight at me
a moment, and I thought I saw a softer light gather in her eyes. Then
she took away the churn dasher and lid and fetched a large bowl from a
cupboard. What a fine golden pile of butter she fished up into the bowl!
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