Hope Mills; Or, Between Friend and SweetheartDouglas, Amanda M.
Philosophy
Hope Mills; Or, Between Friend and Sweetheart
Douglas, Amanda M.
Fiction
The next morning's mail brought him a check for sixty dollars, for an
article he had thought little of himself, and sent merely because he had
happened to finish it, and was despatching his ventures out on the sea
of chance. Then he went over to Mrs. Minor's: he had not seen his mother
for several days.
He was quite in the habit of going directly up to her room; but, as he
neared it, he heard voices raised in no gentle discussion. Agatha stood
in the middle of the room, flushed, angry, an open note in her hand;
Mrs. Lawrence was weeping hysterically, while Irene sat pale and sullen,
but her eyes gleaming with a dangerous fire.
"Very well: if you deliberately decide to take a beggar's portion, then,
do not look to me for any further help," said Mrs. Minor. "This marriage
would have afforded you every luxury; and you have thrown aside the
chance, like a silly school-girl. Perhaps you _have_ some secret,
favored lover!" and the glittering eyes might have annihilated a weaker
woman than Irene Lawrence.
"If I had, I should go to him. I would live on crusts and a cup of cold
water with him, rather than luxury," with a bitter, stinging emphasis,
"and my own humiliation. The man would drive me mad, Agatha! Some day,
yielding to an irresistible impulse, I should murder him;" and she gave
a shrill, unnatural laugh.
Fred went over to her, and took her hand. His business in life was to be
her champion, her defender, her support,--not only against this
monstrous marriage, at which her soul revolted, but Agatha's sneers and
flings, and the dependence a proud soul must naturally feel when the
very bread turns to ashes in one's mouth. How it was to be done, he
could not tell at that moment; but he drew one long breath of honest,
hopeful manliness, and resolved to leave no stone unturned.
His mother wept in his comforting arms. She was very much
shattered,--quite an old woman long before her time, made so by the
follies of an indolent, enervating life. Like a pang the thought pierced
his brain, that for these paltry results his father had given the
strength and labor of manhood.
CHAPTER XVI.
THERE were a few faint hints of autumn in Yerbury. The air was warm, and
freighted with the peculiar sweetness of over-ripe grapes and apples, of
dried balsam and faded golden-rod by the wayside. The very air seemed to
quiver with intense contrasts of color, the yellow beeches standing out
in strong relief, the bronze-red of one great oak, the bluish-green of
the spruce, and the tender tints of fading, long-armed larches, drooping
in regretful sadness. Lights of silvery gray and russet-brown, pale gold
and hazy purple, and a sapphire sky bending over all. The artistic side
of Fred Lawrence's soul was touched as he had once fancied nothing this
side of Europe could touch it.
For a moment a mighty rush of regret came over him. This magnificent
place had been his home. Perhaps he would have been more than human not
to have experienced a pang.
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