Hope Mills; Or, Between Friend and SweetheartDouglas, Amanda M.
Philosophy
Hope Mills; Or, Between Friend and Sweetheart
Douglas, Amanda M.
Fiction
He wandered about for some time. It was too lovely to go in and explore
those dusty, darkened rooms: this evening would answer for that. He
paced the lawn, he lingered by the gate; he took a turn about the
grapery, now used for profit by the thrifty farmer who had charge of the
place. Then he turned, and went down the street. The bells were ringing
for six. From his height above, he could see the laborers wending their
way, the great chimney of Hope Mills. He would walk in that direction.
They would all be gone by the time he reached it.
The streets were indeed nearly deserted. In the shade here the wind
blew a little chilly. Yes, it was just the same; but then, it would not
be likely to alter in a year. Why, it seemed a decade almost, since the
night he had come home to his dying father!
Ah, if they had been more to each other! Did he go about with a lonely
spirit, Fred wondered, feeling the uselessness and insufficiency of the
life he was leading? Had he been glad to lay the burthen down?
A sudden firm, manful step ran down the stone stairway with a cheerful
ring, and a voice hummed a tune softly, as one sometimes does for a
seeming accompaniment, when the mind is occupied with other things;--a
tall, robust figure, with long arms, and a springy step, as if he might
still leap a post, or jump the creek. He was rushing off, when,
curiously enough, with no other motive than an impulse, he turned, and
saw an almost motionless figure.
Whether he would send for the articles belonging to his father, or visit
Hope Mills in person, risking a sight of Jack Darcy, or whether he would
summon courage enough to ask for his old friend, were matters that Fred
had put off for to-morrow's decision. Why he had wandered here at all,
amazed him now; and he stood quite breathless at the unexpected
apparition, without power to move or speak.
If he had still been in the high tide of prosperity, Jack would have
passed him by silently, but with no rudeness. Something in the bent
head, the pale face, the general melancholy attitude, came home to his
heart,--his fresh, generous, magnanimous heart. He ventured a step
nearer, he put out his hand.
"Fred, old fellow!"
The rich, full voice might have melted any heart. The frank, honest eyes
lighted with wonderful tenderness: there was a glow and earnestness that
could come only from a large, forgiving soul, capable of putting by its
own sense of pain or any past discomfiture.
Fred Lawrence crimsoned to the very edge of his hair, to the farthest
depths of his soul. He would have taken the hand: then he drew back with
a gesture of self-reproach, as if he could tread his past sinful pride
in the dust.
"Let's forget the bygones," the hearty young fellow began, "that is, if
you would like to have it so," drawing back a trifle to give him his
choice as a delicate woman might have done.
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