Hope Mills; Or, Between Friend and SweetheartDouglas, Amanda M.
Philosophy
Hope Mills; Or, Between Friend and Sweetheart
Douglas, Amanda M.
Fiction
He had never weakened or frittered away his sweetest emotions on the
various flirtations that fill the early years of so many men. He had
liked and admired Sylvie Barry above all young women he had ever met;
but this emotion, though pure and lasting, never stirred the ardor of
his soul. Had it really lain untouched so long, or had some vague dream
slipped into it the night he and Sylvie had planned the costume for
Irene Lawrence, the time he first encountered her beauty in all its
vivid splendor? To him she was a glorious young goddess.
The long-ago summer day he had met the two in the phaeton, he was more
keenly pained for her sake than his own. To be sure, his first emotion
was that of angry indignation, sending the outraged blood through every
pulse; then, as it cooled, the act appeared so utterly unwomanly. If she
had passed him by carelessly--but to designedly attract his glance, and
stab it thus, was as if a giant had taken a club to kill a butterfly
because it breathed the fragrance of the rose. He shut out that vision.
You can tell what impression she had made upon him, when he always
thought of her as he saw her in the glow of Sylvie's pretty parlor, that
summer night. His healthy, active temperament never brooded over
disagreeable things a moment longer than necessity kept him there.
She faded from his mind by degrees. Even when he took Fred back into the
old regard, he thought of her as the possible wife of some millionnaire.
When she returned to Yerbury, and shut herself up in stately despair,
refusing even Sylvie's proffered sympathy, she puzzled him. How could
she, so fond of admiration and gayety, live this nun's life, without the
nun's spiritual exaltation? He passed her once or twice in the hall, as
he was calling on Fred, but neither made any sign.
Then came that terrible night, when he had found her astray, her brain
consumed by the smouldering fire of isolation, when you have only the
black, choking smoke that never blazes up in purifying flames. There are
thousands of women who have done this, weakly, sentimentally, through
the period of adversity that has tried the metal of all souls; but she,
being stronger, more self-reliant, could not drop into puerile whining.
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