Hope Mills; Or, Between Friend and SweetheartDouglas, Amanda M.
Philosophy
Hope Mills; Or, Between Friend and Sweetheart
Douglas, Amanda M.
Fiction
It seemed as if the four were always together. Not but what Yerbury
opened spacious doors to them, and proffered flattering welcomes; but
they could not tone themselves to the insipidities of society. There
were more complete and intense enjoyments. Sylvie and Irene took long
drives through country lanes, or of a moonlight summer evening they all
went. They sat on the porch, and Jack came strolling by: they went
within, and there were books, music, desultory talking, and that
wondrous, unseen guest in their midst.
Sylvie rarely left her alone. They were not the women to tease one
another by flippant jests or allusions; and Mrs. Fred, of all others,
had a dread of thrusting any vulgar face on this colorless, yet
delicious, atmosphere. Love knew his own, and was sacredly known of
them.
Irene Lawrence could no more help blossoming under the intense yet
steady warmth of his temperament, the vivid creative life in every
feature, than she could have helped being at all; and to have refused or
destroyed the love would have been as sure spiritual suicide as a poison
to the body. He understood that she came to see this presently; and then
his suit was half won,--more than half: he had only to go on to the
royal fruition of hope and patience. She no longer shunned him: she
dropped that pointed, distant "Mr. Darcy," and in the soul's own
language, gave him no outward name.
And, when he took her at her royal flood-tide, the words of asking and
answering mattered little. A look, a tone, a clasp of hands, a last
struggle of her pride, and she was his.
The wide, warm summer night closed about them: the dusk was rich with
floating dewy perfumes, and golden stars dazzled in the clear, moonless
sky. Out in the trees a little bird, startled from her nap, sang a
brief, sweet song to her little ones. He drew the proud yet yielding
figure closer: their hearts beat, their flushed cheeks touched, their
lips met in one long, heavenly caress, their hands clasped until pulse
throbbed with pulse in impassioned unison.
Only a death and a great love can so change the aspect of life. As in
the grave lies buried the dearest promises of love, hope, existence
itself, and we learn in time to cling to every faint dream, so, like a
resurrection, love sweeps away the sins and follies and weaknesses of
the past, and rises from the dust and ashes transformed, renewed, nay,
born again to the most sacred purposes.
A strange, swift impression rushed over her as she met the eager,
intense eyes. Was it in another world these arms had closed about her
with their strong, restful clasp? She started abruptly: she seemed to
listen, to puzzle herself with the bewildering impression.
"What is it, my darling?" in a deep, ardent voice.
"I don't know"--with a nervous laugh and shiver. "Have we met in some
other country? Did you carry me over mountains, or through valleys, or
hide me from a storm? Was this why I could never get away, try as I
might?"
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