Hope Mills; Or, Between Friend and SweetheartDouglas, Amanda M.
Philosophy
Hope Mills; Or, Between Friend and Sweetheart
Douglas, Amanda M.
Fiction
She came back beautiful, strong, and brave, resolute to dare any thing.
She dazzled them at the little tea-table by her swift, easy animation,
her brilliancy, the color that went and came, the smiles that were like
rippling billows over a sea. And Sylvie's heart went down like lead,
though it was such a fair picture. "For now," she thought, "Jack will
never dare to love her!"
Perhaps not, if he had to begin now. But the love was in him and of him,
and would be hers all his life long, whether she took it or no.
He did not come for a day or two. She wondered a little: she even
laughed lightly at her own past fear, the shadow she had conjured up,
the warm blood ran so healthily through her veins now.
He sauntered in one morning to find her cutting roses with Sylvie, the
two the fairest flowers in all the garden. He was in no wise abashed at
this vision of loveliness: if she had a dower of beauty, he had his
unstained manhood.
They chatted and laughed. Sylvie pinned a pale bud and geranium-leaf in
his coat. He held out his hand to Irene with a curious little gesture.
She had two or three great royal purple pansies clasped lightly in her
fingers.
She meant to refuse courteously, but their eyes met. Was it the old
spell working?
Surely, surely all these fine-spun barriers, all these cunning Alps that
she had thrown up day after day, were over-leaped at a supple bound.
Master herself she might; but he stood in his man's power and pride and
love, a suppliant, yet king, asking with wordless lips a little favor,
taking with calm yet passionate eyes a royal largess. Her heart sank;
her breath came in one long, tremulous sweep. Whether she gave, or he
took, she could not have told; but he went away with the pansies in his
fingers, despite Sylvie's pleading for a longer stay.
When he was quite out of sight, he kissed them, sweet, tender, longing
kisses. Then he dropped them between the white leaves of a little book,
to be sacred forever. Sylvie's _boutonnière_ might keep him company
outwardly, but those no eye must feast upon.
He took the fine right of a lover, not declared, yet certain of his
ground, not using any power that she could disdain or wound, it was so
delicate, intangible, the perfume without the flower, the little
thoughtfulness for her, reaching for her fan, folding her shawl about
her if the evening blew up cool, seeming to know her wants the very
instant they occurred to herself. And though she rebelled in secret,
though she resolved heroically to put an end to it all, the golden
moment never came.
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