Hopes and Fears: or, scenes from the life of a spinster — John Shaqi
Hopes and Fears: or, scenes from the life of a spinsterYonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
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Hopes and Fears: or, scenes from the life of a spinster
Yonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
England -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
[Picture: I find I can't spare you, Honora]
A sound approached, a firm footstep, falling with strong elasticity and
such regular cadences, that it seemed to chime in with the pine-tree
music, and did not startle her till it came so near that there was
distinctive character to be discerned in the tread, and then with a
strange, new shyness, she would have slipped away, but she had been seen,
and Humfrey, with his timber race in his hand, appeared on the path,
exclaiming, 'Ah, Honor, is it you come out to meet me, like old times?
You have been so much taken up with your friend Master Owen that I have
scarcely seen you of late.'
Honor did not move away, but she blushed deeply as she said, 'I am afraid
I did not come to meet you, Humfrey.'
'No? What, you came for the sake of a brown study? I wish I had known
you were not busy, for I have been round all the woods marking timber.'
'Ah!' said she, rousing herself with some effort, 'I wonder how many
trees I should have saved from the slaughter. Did you go and condemn any
of my pets?'
'Not that I know of,' said Humfrey. 'I have touched nothing near the
house.'
'Not even the old beech that was scathed with lightning? You know papa
says that is the touchstone of influence; Sarah and Mr. West both against
me,' laughed Honora, quite restored to her natural manner and confiding
ease.
'The beech is likely to stand as long as you wish it,' said Humfrey, with
an unaccustomed sort of matter-of-fact gravity, which surprised and
startled her, so as to make her bethink herself whether she could have
behaved ill about it, been saucy to Sarah, or the like.
'Thank you,' she said; 'have I made a fuss--?'
'No, Honor,' he said, with deliberate kindness, shutting up his knife,
and putting it into his pocket; 'only I believe it is time we should come
to an understanding.'
More than ever did she expect one of his kind remonstrances, and she
looked up at him in expectation, and ready for defence, but his broad,
sunburnt countenance looked marvellously heated, and he paused ere he
spoke.
'I find I can't spare you, Honora; you had better stay at the Holt for
good.' Her cheeks flamed, and her heart galloped, but she could not let
herself understand.
'Honor, you are old enough now, and I do not think you need fear. It is
almost your home already, and I believe I can make you happy, with the
blessing of God--' He paused, but as she could not frame an answer in
her consternation, continued, 'Perhaps I should not have spoken so
suddenly, but I thought you would not mind me; I should like to have had
one word from my little Honor before I go to your father, but don't if
you had rather not.'
'Oh, don't go to papa, please don't,' she cried, 'it would only make him
sorry.'
Humfrey stood as if under an unexpected shock.
'Oh! how came you to think of it?' she said in her distress; 'I never
did, and it can never be--I am so sorry!'
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