Hopes and Fears: or, scenes from the life of a spinsterYonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
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Hopes and Fears: or, scenes from the life of a spinster
Yonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
England -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
'Point blank! Sitting in my cedar parlour! Phoebe, you'll be the death
of me,' cried Cilly, between peals of merriment. 'Do you think I have
nerves of brass?'
'You would not laugh, if you knew how much he feels.'
'A very good thing for people to feel! It saves them from torpor.'
'Lucy, it is not kind to laugh when I tell you he is miserable.'
'That's only proper, my dear,' said Lucilla, entertained by teasing.
'Not miserable from doubt,' answered Phoebe, disconcerting in her turn.
'We know you too well for that;' and as an expression, amused, indignant,
but far from favourable, came over the fair face she was watching, she
added in haste, 'It is this project, he thought you had said it was given
up.'
'I am much indebted,' said Lucilla, haughtily, but again relapsing into
laughter; 'but to find myself so easily disposed of . . . Oh! Phoebe,
there's no scolding such a baby as you; but if it were not so absurd--'
'Lucy, Lucy, I beg your pardon; is it all a mistake, or have I said what
was wrong? Poor Robin will be so unhappy.'
Phoebe's distress touched Lucilla.
'Nonsense, you little goose; aren't you woman enough yet to know that one
flashes out at finding oneself labelled, and made over before one's
time?'
'I'm glad if it was all my blundering,' said Phoebe. 'Dear Lucy, I was
very wrong, but you see I always was so happy in believing it was
understood!'
'How stupid,' cried Lucilla; 'one would never have any fun; no, you
haven't tasted the sweets yet, or you would know one has no notion of
being made sure of till one chooses! Yes, yes, I saw he was primed and
cocked, but I'm not going to let him go off.'
'Lucy, have you no pity?'
'Not a bit! Don't talk commonplaces, my dear.'
'If you knew how much depends upon it.'
'My dear, I know that,' with an arch smile.
'No, you do not,' said Phoebe, so stoutly that Lucilla looked at her in
some suspense.
'You think,' said honest Phoebe, in her extremity, 'that he only wants to
make--to propose to you! Now, it is not only that, Lucilla,' and her
voice sank, as she could hardly keep from crying; 'he will never do that
if you go on as you are doing now; he does not think it would be right
for a clergyman.'
'Oh! I dare say!' quoth Lucilla, and then a silence. 'Did Honor tell him
so, Phoebe?'
'Never, never!' cried Phoebe; 'no one has said a word against you! only
don't you know how quiet and good any one belonging to a clergyman should
be?'
'Well, I've heard a great deal of news to-day, and it is all my own
fault, for indulging in sentiment on Wednesday. I shall know better
another time.'
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