Hopes and Fears: or, scenes from the life of a spinsterYonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
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Hopes and Fears: or, scenes from the life of a spinster
Yonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
England -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
'Then you don't care!' cried Phoebe, turning round, with eyes flashing as
Lucilla did not know they could lighten. 'Very well! If you don't think
Robert worth it, I suppose I ought not to grieve, for you can't be what I
used to think you and it will be better for him when he once has settled
his mind--than if--if afterwards you disappointed him and were a fine
lady--but oh! he will be so unhappy,' her tears were coming fast; 'and,
Lucy, I did like you so much!'
'Well, this is the funniest thing of all,' cried Lucilla, by way of
braving her own emotion; 'little Miss Phoebe gone into the heroics!' and
she caught her two hands, and holding her fast, kissed her on both
cheeks; 'a gone coon, am I, Phoebe, no better than one of the wicked; and
Robin, he grew angry, hopped upon a twig, did he! I beg your pardon, my
dear, but it makes me laugh to think of his dignified settling of his
mind. Oh! how soon it could be unsettled again! Come, I won't have any
more of this; let it alone, Phoebe, and trust me that things will adjust
themselves all the better for letting them have their swing. Don't you
look prematurely uneasy, and don't go and make Robin think that I have
immolated him at the altar of the salmon. Say nothing of all this; you
will only make a mess in narrating it.'
'Very likely I may,' said Phoebe; 'but if you will not speak to him
yourself, I shall tell him how you feel.'
'If you can,' laughed Lucilla.
'I mean, how you receive what I have told you of his views; I do not
think it would be fair or kind to keep him in ignorance.'
'Much good may it do him,' said Lucy; 'but I fancy you will tell him,
whether I give you leave or not, and it can't make much difference. I'll
tackle him, as the old women say, when I please, and the madder he may
choose to go, the better fun it will be.'
'I believe you are saying so to tease me' said Phoebe; 'but as I know you
don't mean it, I shall wait till after the party; and then, unless you
have had it out with him, I shall tell him what you have said.'
'Thank you,' said Lucilla, ironically conveying to Phoebe's mind the
conviction that she did not believe that Robert's attachment could suffer
from what had here passed. Either she meant to grant the decisive
interview, or else she was too confident in her own power to believe that
he could relinquish her; at all events, Phoebe had sagacity enough to
infer that she was not indifferent to him, though as the provoking damsel
ran down-stairs, Phoebe's loyal spirit first admitted a doubt whether the
tricksy sprite might not prove as great a torment as a delight to Robin.
'However,' reflected she, 'I shall make the less mischief if I set it
down while I remember it.'
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