Hopes and Fears: or, scenes from the life of a spinsterYonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
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Hopes and Fears: or, scenes from the life of a spinster
Yonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
England -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
Honora hoped she should not be left alone with him, but somehow it did
happen. The captain went to bring the carriage into the court, and get
all imaginable wraps before trusting him out in the air, and Miss Wells
disappeared, probably intending kindness. Of course neither spoke, till
the captain was almost come back. Then Owen rose from where he had been
sitting listlessly, leaning back, and slowly said, 'Nora, we did not
think it would end thus when I put my hand to the plough. I am glad to
have been here again. I had not remembered what I used to be. I do not
ask you to forgive me. You are doing so, returning me good for--shall I
say evil?'
Honor could not speak or look, she drooped her head, and her hair veiled
her; she held out her hand as the captain came in, and felt it pressed
with a feverish, eager grasp, and a murmured blessing.
Honora did not see Mr. Sandbrook again, but Captain Charteris made an
incursion on her the next day to ask if she could receive the children on
the ensuing morning. He had arranged to set off before daybreak,
embarking for Ostend before the children were up, so as to spare the
actual parting, and Honora undertook to fetch them home in the course of
the day. He had hoped to avoid their knowing of the impending separation
but he could only prevail so far as to extract a promise that they should
not know when it was to take place. Their father had told them of their
destination and his own as they sat on his bed in the morning before he
rose, and apparently it had gone off better than could have been
expected; little Owen did not seem to understand, and his sister was a
child who never shed tears.
The day came, and Honora awoke to some awe at the responsibility, but
with a yearning supplied, a vacancy filled up. For at least six months
she should be as a mother, and a parent's prayers could hardly have been
more earnest.
She had not long been dressed, when a hasty peal was heard at the bell,
and no sooner was the door opened than in hurried Captain Charteris,
breathless, and bearing a large plaid bundle with tangled flaxen locks
drooping at one end, and at the other rigid white legs, socks trodden
down, one shoe wanting.
He deposited it, and there stood the eldest child, her chin buried in her
neck, her fingers digging fast into their own palms, her eyes gleaming
fiercely at him under the pent-house she had made of her brows.
'There's an introduction!' he said, panting for breath. 'Found her in
time--the Strand--laid flat on back seat, under all the plaids and
bags--her father put up his feet and found her--we drove to the lane--I
ran down with her--not a moment--can't stay, good-bye, little Cilly
goose, to think she could go that figure!'
He advanced to kiss her, but she lifted up her shoulder between him and
her face, much as a pugnacious pigeon flap its wings, and he retreated.
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