Hopes and Fears: or, scenes from the life of a spinsterYonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
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Hopes and Fears: or, scenes from the life of a spinster
Yonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
England -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
Lucilla turned round, saw a nice little roll cut into slices, and
remembered that she _was_ hungry; and presently she was consuming it so
prosperously under Miss Wells's superintendence that Honor ventured out
to endeavour to retard Jones's desire to 'take away,' by giving him
orders about the carriage, and then to attend to her other household
affairs. By the time they were ended she found that Miss Wells had
brought the child into the drawing-room, where she had at once detected
the piano, and looking up at Honora said eagerly 'Now then!' And Honora
fulfilled her promise, while the child stood by softened and gratified,
until it was time to propose fetching little Owen, 'your little
brother--you will like to have him here.'
'I want my father,' said Lucilla in a determined voice, as if nothing
else were to satisfy her.
'Poor child, I know you do; I am so sorry for you, my dear little woman,
but you see the doctors think papa is more likely to get better if he has
not you to take care of!'
'I did not want my father to take care of _me_,' said the little lady,
proudly; 'I take care of father, I always make his tea and warm his
slippers, and bring him his coffee in the morning. And Uncle Kit never
_will_ put his gloves for him and warm his handkerchief! Oh! what will
he do? I can't bear it.'
The violent grief so long kept back was coming now, but not freely; the
little girl threw herself on the floor, and in a tumult of despair and
passion went on, hurrying out her words, 'It's very hard! It's all Uncle
Kit's doing! I hate him! Yes, I do.' And she rolled over and over in
her frenzy of feeling.
'My dear! my dear!' cried Honora, kneeling by her, 'this will never do!
Papa would be very much grieved to see his little girl so naughty. Don't
you know how your uncle only wants to do him good, and to make him get
well?'
'Then why didn't he take me?' said Lucilla, gathering herself up, and
speaking sullenly.
'Perhaps he thought you gave papa trouble, and tired him.'
'Yes, that's it, and it's not fair,' cried the poor child again; 'why
couldn't he tell me? I didn't know papa was ill! he never told me so,
nor Mr. Pendy either; or, how I would have nursed him! I wanted to do so
much for him; I wouldn't have asked him to tell me stories, nor nothing!
No! And now they won't let me take care of him;' and she cried bitterly.
'Yes,' said good, gentle Miss Wells, thinking more of present comfort
than of the too possible future; 'but you will go back to take care of
him some day, my dear. When the spring comes papa will come back to his
little girl.'
Spring! It was a long way off to a mind of six years old, but it made
Lucilla look more amiably at Miss Wells.
'And suppose,' proceeded that good lady, 'you were to learn to be as good
and helpful a little girl as can be while he is gone, and then nobody
will wish to keep you from him. How surprised he would be!'
'And then shall we go home?' said Lucilla.
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