Hopes and Fears: or, scenes from the life of a spinsterYonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
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Hopes and Fears: or, scenes from the life of a spinster
Yonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
England -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
The farms and the cottages--the friendly terms of his intercourse, and
his large-handed but well-judging almsgiving--all revealed to her more of
his solid worth; and the simplicity that regarded all as the merest duty
touched her more than all. Many a time did she think of the royal
Norwegian brothers, one of whom went to tie a knot in the willows on the
banks of the Jordan, while the other remained at home to be the blessing
of his people, and from her broken idol wanderer she turned to worship
her steadfast worker at home, as far as his humility and homeliness made
it possible, and valued each hour with him as if each moment were of
diamond price. And he was so calmly happy, that there was no grieving in
his presence. It had been a serene life of simple fulfilment of duty,
going ever higher, and branching wider, as a good man's standard
gradually rises the longer he lives; the one great disappointment had
been borne without sourness or repining, and the affections, deprived of
the home channel, had spread in a beneficent flood, and blessed all
around. So, though, like every sinful son of man, sensible of many an
error, many an infirmity, still the open loving spirit was childlike
enough for that blessed sense; for that feeling which St. John expresses
as 'if our heart condemn us not, then have we confidence towards God;'
confidence in the infinite Merits that atone for the errors of weakness,
and occasional wanderings of will; confidence that made the hope a sure
and steadfast one, and these sentenced weeks a land of Beulah, where
Honora's tardy response to his constant love could be greeted and valued
as the precious fulfilment of long-cherished wishes, not dashed aside as
giving bitterness to his departure.
The parting was broken by a promise that Honora should again meet the
Savilles at the Holt in the autumn. She assured herself that there was
no danger before that time, and Humfrey spoke cheerfully of looking
forward to it, and seemed to have so much to do, and to be so well equal
to doing it, that he would not let them be concerned at leaving him
alone.
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