Hours with the Mystics: A Contribution to the History of Religious OpinionVaughan, Robert Alfred
Religion
Hours with the Mystics: A Contribution to the History of Religious Opinion
Vaughan, Robert Alfred
Mysticism -- History
Again, there are some who may suppose there is a real resemblance
between the exhortations of Tauler, and the counsel given men by such
philosophers as Fichte or Herr Teufelsdröckh. Do not both urge men to
abandon introspections—to abstain from all self-seeking—to arise and
live in the transcendental world, by abandoning hope and fear, and by
losing our finite in an Infinite Will? Some similarity of sound there
may occasionally be, but the antipathy of principle between the two
kinds of teaching is profound and radical.
I will suppose that there comes to our Teufelsdröckh some troubled
spirit, full of the burden of ‘this unintelligible world,’
questioning,—as to an oracle. The response is ready. ‘What do you come
whining to me about your miserable soul for? The soul-saving business is
going down fast enough now-a-days, I can tell you. So you want to be
happy, do you? Pining after your Lubberland, as usual,—your Millennium
of mere Ease and plentiful supply. Poor wretch! let me tell you
this,—the very fact of that hunger of yours proves that you will never
have it supplied. Your appetite, my friend, is too enormous. In this
wild Universe of ours, storming-in, vague-menacing, it is enough if you
shall find, not happiness, but existence and footing to stand on,—and
that only by girding yourself for continual effort and endurance. I was
wretched enough once—down in the “Everlasting Nay,” thinking this a
Devil’s-world, because, in the universal scramble of myriads for a
handful, I had not clutched the happiness I set my heart on. Now, here I
am in the “Everlasting Yea,” serene as you see me. How? Simply by giving
up wanting to be happy, and setting to work, and resigning myself to the
Eternities, Abysses, or whatsoever other name shall be given to the
fontal Vortices of the inner realms.... Miracles! Fiddlestick! Are not
you a miracle to your horse? What can they prove?... Inspiration!—Try
and get a little for yourself, my poor friend. Work, man: go work, and
let that sorry soul of thine have a little peace.’
‘Peace,’ repeats our ‘poor friend,’ as he goes discomfited away. ‘Peace!
the very thing this soul of mine will not let me have, as it seems. I
know I am selfish. I dare say this desire of happiness is very mean and
low, and all that; but I would fain reach something higher. Yet the
first step thereto he does not show me. To leap into those depths of
stoical apathy which that great man has reached, is simply impossible to
poor me. His experience is not mine. He tells a bedridden man to climb
the mountains, and he will straightway be well. Let him show me the way
to a little strength, and in time I may. I will not hunger any more
after mere “lubberly enjoyment,” if he will offer my affections
something more attractive. But Infinite Will, and Law, and Abysses, and
Eternities, are not attractive—nay, I am not sure that they are
intelligible to me or any mortal.’
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account