Household Words, No. 10, June 1, 1850 : $b A weekly journal
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Household Words, No. 10, June 1, 1850 : $b A weekly journal
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“Certainly: but you see how it is with Mr. Finch, and you and I cannot
alter it. He has taken a panic; and I am sure he is the one most to be
pitied for that. I can tell you too, between ourselves, that Mr. Finch
judges himself, at times, as severely as we can judge him; and is more
unhappy about being of so little use to his people than his worst enemy
could wish him.”
“Then, Ma’am, why does not he pluck up a little spirit, and do his
duty?”
“He has been made too soft,” he says, “by a fond mother, who is always
sending him cordials and spices against the fever. We must make some
allowance, and look another way. Let us be thankful that you and Ann are
not afraid. If our poor neighbours have not all that we could wish, they
have clean bedding and clothes, and lime-washed rooms, fresh and sweet
compared with anything they have known before.”
“And,” thought Warrender, though he did not say it, but only touched his
hat as he went after his business, “one as good as any clergyman to pray
by their bedsides, and speak cheerfully to them of what is to come. When
I go up the stair, I might know who is praying by the cheerfulness of
the voice. I never saw such a spirit in any woman,—never. I have never
once seen her cast down, ever so little. If there is a tear in her eye,
for other people’s sake, there is a smile on her lips, because her heart
tells her that everything that happens is all right.”
This night, Mary was to have slept. She herself had intended it, warned
by the strange feelings which had come over her as she walked up the
street: and it would gratify Aunty’s feelings that the corpse should not
be left. She intended to lie down and sleep beside the still and
unbreathing form of the cousin whose last hours had been so beautiful in
her eyes. But Aunty’s feelings were now tried in another direction.
Unable to move, Aunty was sorely distressed by Jem’s moanings and
restlessness; and Mary was the only one who could keep him quiet in any
degree. So, without interval, she went to her work of nursing again.
Next, the funeral of Mrs. Billiter, and two or three more, fixed for the
same day, were put off, because Mr. Finch was ill. And when Mr. Finch
was ill, he sent to beg the Good Lady to come immediately and nurse him.
After writing to his own family, to desire some of them to come and take
charge of him, she did go to him: but not to remain day and night as she
did with the poor who had none to help them. She saw that all was made
comfortable about him, gave him his medicines at times, and always spoke
cheerfully. But it was as she saw from the beginning. He was dying of
fear, and of the intemperate methods of precaution which he had adopted,
and of dissatisfaction with himself. His nervous depression from the
outset was such as to predispose him to disease, and to allow him no
chance under it. He was sinking when his mother and sister arrived, pale
and tearful, to nurse him: and it did no good that they isolated the
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