Household Words, No. 15, July 6, 1850 : $b A weekly journal — John Shaqi
Household Words, No. 15, July 6, 1850 : $b A weekly journal
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Household Words, No. 15, July 6, 1850 : $b A weekly journal
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Giovanna turned her eyes upon him. Leon continued, “Young, and with a
heart untouched, I married a princess about ten years older than myself,
of eccentric habits and bad temper. She treated me as an inferior. She
dissipated the fortune hoarded up with so much care by my parents, and
yet was ashamed on account of my origin to be called by my name. Happily
for me, she was fond of visiting and amusements. Otherwise, to escape
from her, I might have become a gambler, or worse; but, to avoid meeting
her, I remained at home—for there she seldom was. At first from ennui,
but afterwards from real delight in the occupation, I gave myself up to
study. Reading formed my mind and heart. I became a changed being. Some
months ago my father died, my sister went to Lithuania, whilst my
mother, in her old age, and with her ideas, was quite incapable of
understanding my sorrow. So when my wife went to the baths for the
benefit of her ruined health, I came here in the hope of meeting with
some of my former friends—I saw you—”
Giovanna blushed like one detected; but speedily recovering herself,
asked with calm pleasantry, “Surely you do not number _me_ among your
former friends?”
“I know not. I have been bewildered. It is strange; but from the moment
I saw you at Count Selka’s, a powerful instinct of love overcame me; not
a new feeling; but as if some latent, long-hid, undeveloped sentiment
had suddenly burst forth into an uncontrollable passion. I love, I adore
you. I——”
The Prima Donna interrupted him—not with speech, but with a look which
awed, which chilled him. Pride, scorn, irony sat in her smile. Satire
darted from her eyes. After a pause, she repeated slowly and pointedly,
“Love _me_, Count Roszynski?”
“Such is my destiny,” he replied. “Nor, despite your scorn, will I
struggle against it. I feel it is my fate ever to love you; I fear it is
my fate never to be loved by you. It is dreadful.”
Giovanna witnessed the Count’s emotion with sadness. “To have,” she said
mournfully, “one’s first pure, ardent, passionate affection unrequited,
scorned, made a jest of, is indeed a bitterness, almost equal to that of
death.”
She made a strong effort to conceal her emotion. Indeed she controlled
it so well as to speak the rest with a sort of gaiety.
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