Household words, No. 2, April 6, 1850 : $b A weekly journal
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Household words, No. 2, April 6, 1850 : $b A weekly journal
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‘Oh my lad! dunnot speak so to me, or my heart will break outright,’
said his mother, with a sort of cry. Then she calmed herself, for
she yearned to persuade him to her own belief. ‘Thou never asked,
and thou’rt too like thy father for me to tell without asking—but it
were all to be near Lizzie’s old place that I settled down on this
side o’ Manchester; and the very day after we came, I went to her
old missus, and asked to speak a word wi’ her. I had a strong mind to
cast it up to her, that she should ha’ sent my poor lass away without
telling on it to us first; but she were in black, and looked so sad I
could na’ find in my heart to threep it up. But I did ask her a bit
about our Lizzie. The master would have her turned away at a day’s
warning, (he’s gone to t’other place; I hope he’ll meet wi’ more
mercy there than he showed our Lizzie,—I do,—) and when the missus
asked her should she write to us, she says Lizzie shook her head; and
when she speered at her again, the poor lass went down on her knees,
and begged her not, for she said it would break my heart, (as it has
done, Will—God knows it has),’ said the poor mother, choking with her
struggle to keep down her hard overmastering grief, ‘and her father
would curse her—Oh, God, teach me to be patient.’ She could not speak
for a few minutes,—‘and the lass threatened, and said she’d go drown
herself in the canal, if the missus wrote home,—and so—
‘Well! I’d got a trace of my child,—the missus thought she’d gone to
th’ workhouse to be nursed; and there I went,—and there, sure enough,
she had been,—and they’d turned her out as soon as she were strong, and
told her she were young enough to work,—but whatten kind o’ work would
be open to her, lad, and her baby to keep?’
Will listened to his mother’s tale with deep sympathy, not unmixed with
the old bitter shame. But the opening of her heart had unlocked his,
and after a while he spoke.
‘Mother! I think I’d e’en better go home. Tom can stay wi’ thee. I
know I should stay too, but I cannot stay in peace so near—her—without
craving to see her—Susan Palmer I mean.’
‘Has the old Mr. Palmer thou telled me on a daughter?’ asked Mrs. Leigh.
‘Aye, he has. And I love her above a bit. And it’s because I love her I
want to leave Manchester. That’s all.’
Mrs. Leigh tried to understand this speech for some time, but found it
difficult of interpretation.
‘Why should’st thou not tell her thou lov’st her? Thou ’rt a likely
lad, and sure o’ work. Thou ’lt have Upclose at my death; and as for
that I could let thee have it now, and keep mysel by doing a bit of
charring. It seems to me a very backwards sort o’ way of winning her to
think of leaving Manchester.’
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