Household words, No. 2, April 6, 1850 : $b A weekly journal — John Shaqi
Household words, No. 2, April 6, 1850 : $b A weekly journal
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Household words, No. 2, April 6, 1850 : $b A weekly journal
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She took the little creature in her arms, and smoothed away her sad
looks to a smile, and kissed it fondly, saying over and over again,
‘Nanny, Nanny, my little Nanny.’ At last the child was soothed, and
looked in her face and smiled back again.
‘It has her eyes,’ said she to Susan.
‘I never saw her to the best of my knowledge. I think it must be her’s
by the frock. But where can she be?’
‘God knows,’ said Mrs. Leigh; ‘I dare not think she’s dead. I’m sure
she isn’t.’
‘No! she’s not dead. Every now and then a little packet is thrust
in under our door, with may be two half-crowns in it; once it was
half-a-sovereign. Altogether I’ve got seven-and-thirty shillings
wrapped up for Nanny. I never touch it, but I’ve often thought the
poor mother feels near to God when she brings this money. Father wanted
to set the policeman to watch, but I said No, for I was afraid if she
was watched she might not come, and it seemed such a holy thing to be
checking her in, I could not find in my heart to do it.’
‘Oh, if we could but find her! I’d take her in my arms, and we’d just
lie down and die together.’
‘Nay, don’t speak so!’ said Susan gently, ‘for all that’s come and
gone, she may turn right at last. Mary Magdalen did, you know.’
‘Eh! but I were nearer right about thee than Will. He thought you would
never look on him again if you knew about Lizzie. But thou’rt not a
Pharisee.’
‘I’m sorry he thought I could be so hard,’ said Susan in a low voice,
and colouring up. Then Mrs. Leigh was alarmed, and in her motherly
anxiety, she began to fear lest she had injured Will in Susan’s
estimation.
‘You see Will thinks so much of you—gold would not be good enough for
you to walk on, in his eye. He said you’d never look at him as he was,
let alone his being brother to my poor wench. He loves you so, it makes
him think meanly on everything belonging to himself, as not fit to come
near ye,—but he’s a good lad, and a good son—thou’lt be a happy woman
if thou’lt have him,—so don’t let my words go against him; don’t!’
But Susan hung her head and made no answer. She had not known until
now, that Will thought so earnestly and seriously about her; and even
now she felt afraid that Mrs. Leigh’s words promised her too much
happiness, and that they could not be true. At any rate the instinct
of modesty made her shrink from saying anything which might seem like
a confession of her own feelings to a third person. Accordingly she
turned the conversation on the child.
‘I’m sure he could not help loving Nanny,’ said she. ‘There never was
such a good little darling; don’t you think she’d win his heart if he
knew she was his niece, and perhaps bring him to think kindly on his
sister?’
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