Household words, No. 2, April 6, 1850 : $b A weekly journal
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Household words, No. 2, April 6, 1850 : $b A weekly journal
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With this intention he loaded his pistols, and, influenced by early
associations, dressed himself in his regimental frock-coat and crimson
sash, and entered St. James’s Park a little before sunrise. He
felt as if he was mounting guard for the last time; listened to each
sound, and looked with miserable affection across the misty green
towards the Horse Guards, faintly seen in the distance.
A few minutes after the officer had entered the park, there passed
through the same gate a poor mechanic, who leisurely followed in the
same direction. He was a gaunt, half-famished looking man, and walked
with a sad air, his eyes bent thoughtfully on the ground, and his large
bony hands dangling at his sides.
The officer, absorbed in the act he meditated, walked on without being
aware of the presence of another person. Arriving about the middle
of a wide open space, he suddenly stopped, and drawing forth both
pistols, exclaimed: ‘Oh, most unfortunate and most wretched man that I
am! Wealth, station, honour, prospects, are of no avail! Existence has
become a heavy torment to me! I have not strength—I have not courage to
endure or face it a moment longer!’
With these words he cocked the pistols, and was raising both of them
to his head, when his arms were seized from behind, and the pistols
twisted out of his fingers. He reeled round, and beheld the gaunt
scarecrow of a man who had followed him.
‘What are you?’ stammered the officer, with a painful air; ‘How dare
you to step between me and death?’
‘I am a poor hungry mechanic;’ answered the man, ‘one who works from
fourteen to sixteen hours a day, and yet finds it hard to earn a
living. My wife is dead—my daughter was tempted away from me—and I am
a lone man. As I have nobody to live for, and have become quite tired
of my life, I came out this morning, intending to drown myself. But as
the fresh air of the park came over my face, the sickness of life gave
way to shame at my own want of strength and courage, and I determined
to walk onwards and live my allotted time. But what are _you_? Have
you encountered cannon-balls and death in all shapes, and now want the
strength and courage to meet the curse of idleness?’
The officer was moving off with some confused words, but the mechanic
took him by the arm, and threatening to hand him over to the police if
he resisted, led him droopingly away.
This mechanic’s work was that of a turner, and he lived in a dark
cellar, where he toiled at his lathe from morning to night. Hearing
that the officer had amused himself with a little turnery in his youth,
the poor artisan proposed to take him down into his workshop. The
officer offered him money, and was anxious to escape; but the mechanic
refused it, and persisted.
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