Household words, No. 3, April 13, 1850 — John Shaqi
Household words, No. 3, April 13, 1850
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Household words, No. 3, April 13, 1850
English literature -- Periodicals
‘Could she speak? Oh, if God—if I might but have heard her little voice!
Mother, I used to dream of it. May I see her once again—Oh mother, if I
strive very hard, and God is very merciful, and I go to heaven, I shall
not know her—I shall not know my own again—she will shun me as a
stranger and cling to Susan Palmer and to you. Oh woe! Oh woe!’ She
shook with exceeding sorrow.
In her earnestness of speech she had uncovered her face, and tried to
read Mrs. Leigh’s thoughts through her looks. And when she saw those
aged eyes brimming full of tears, and marked the quivering lips, she
threw her arms round the faithful mother’s neck, and wept there as she
had done in many a childish sorrow; but with a deeper, a more wretched
grief.
Her mother hushed her on her breast; and lulled her as if she were a
baby; and she grew still and quiet.
They sat thus for a long, long time. At last Susan Palmer came up with
some tea and bread and butter for Mrs. Leigh. She watched the mother
feed her sick, unwilling child, with every fond inducement to eat which
she could devise; they neither of them took notice of Susan’s presence.
That night they lay in each other’s arms; but Susan slept on the ground
beside them.
They took the little corpse (the little unconscious sacrifice, whose
early calling-home had reclaimed her poor wandering mother,) to the
hills, which in her life-time she had never seen. They dared not lay her
by the stern grand-father in Milne-Row churchyard, but they bore her to
a lone moorland graveyard, where long ago the quakers used to bury their
dead. They laid her there on the sunny slope, where the earliest
spring-flowers blow.
Will and Susan live at the Upclose Farm. Mrs. Leigh and Lizzie dwell in
a cottage so secluded that, until you drop into the very hollow where it
is placed, you do not see it. Tom is a schoolmaster in Rochdale, and he
and Will help to support their mother. I only know that, if the cottage
be hidden in a green hollow of the hills, every sound of sorrow in the
whole upland is heard there—every call of suffering or of sickness for
help is listened to, by a sad, gentle looking woman, who rarely smiles
(and when she does, her smile is more sad than other people’s tears),
but who comes out of her seclusion whenever there’s a shadow in any
household. Many hearts bless Lizzie Leigh, but she—she prays always and
ever for forgiveness—such forgiveness as may enable her to see her child
once more. Mrs. Leigh is quiet and happy. Lizzie is to her eyes
something precious,—as the lost piece of silver—found once more. Susan
is the bright one who brings sunshine to all. Children grow around her
and call her blessed. One is called Nanny. Her, Lizzy often takes to the
sunny graveyard in the uplands, and while the little creature gathers
the daisies, and makes chains, Lizzie sits by a little grave, and weeps
bitterly.
THE SEASONS.
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