Household words, no. 304, January 19, 1856 : $b A weekly journal
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Household words, no. 304, January 19, 1856 : $b A weekly journal
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The Bentleyites were the strongest. In a short time Madame Rosa’s
Wednesday evenings were almost deserted. All the very good avoided
her and her house as if a moral plague existed around her. The Miss
Grandvilles, indeed, very nearly cut her. They scarcely bowed when
they saw her, and passed her very stiffly even in church. Sometimes
they were afflicted with sudden short-sightedness, and did not see her
at all. Miss Augusta, through being triumphant, could afford to be
magnanimous; and she was a shade less distant in her manner: when met
with Mr. Bentley, she was positively gracious. Then the Cantabs went
back to their respective colleges, and the leaves began to fall. In
the dreary autumn weather--the rain and fog and drizzling mist--that
now came on, even her own adherents could not come out so often to see
her; so that the sweet face grew sad in thinking of the bright sky and
the warm hearts of Italy; and the joyous spirits sank in this social
solitude, for want of love and sympathy to sustain it. The days were
so grey and dark, she could not even paint; and in the Langthwaite
lending library, were only dull histories or biographies. The mud and
the rain frightened the soft half-foreigner, and kept her much within
doors, moping in a dull Cumberland house, where the clouds came down
so low, that they sometimes rested on the roof; and where the only
visitors she saw were half-a-dozen good-hearted country girls, with not
an idea amongst them beyond Berlin work or babies’ caps; which, to a
woman accustomed to the best and most intellectual society of Rome, was
scarcely sufficient mental distraction. What was she to do?--fight or
retire? She thought of Italy, of her friends there, of the treasures
of art, of the beauty, the free life, the ease, the love, the fulness
of existence,--and she covered her face in her hands, while tears
forced their way through her fingers. Then she thought of Mr. Bentley,
and of his offer and of how he looked when he was down on his knees
before her; and she laughed till she had a pain in her side. But she
could not laugh for ever at Mr. Bentley and his offer, and the ennui
of her life began to grow insupportable. It was reported at last that
she was going away. It was Laura Winter who said so first, by Rosa’s
permission, one day after she had been at Whitefield House. Madame
Floriani had cried, and said that she was ill: the constant damp did
not agree with her; and she had grown very thin and sallow rather than
pale as she used to be; and she said, too, that she was dull; she could
not bear it any longer. Her heart was Italian. It would not live in
such an atmosphere; and then she had cried dreadfully, and Laura had
cried too, for sympathy. As girls in the country always do.
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