Household words, no. 330, July 19, 1856 : $b A weekly journal — John Shaqi
Household words, no. 330, July 19, 1856 : $b A weekly journal
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Household words, no. 330, July 19, 1856 : $b A weekly journal
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I had been frightened enough before, lest she should die suddenly
and quietly without my knowing it, while we were alone together; but
I got into a perfect agony now for fear this last worst affliction
should take me by surprise. I don’t suppose five minutes passed all
that woeful night through, without my getting up and putting my cheek
close to her mouth, to feel if the faint breaths still fluttered out
of it. They came and went just the same as at first, though the fright
I was in often made me fancy they were stilled for ever. Just as the
church clocks were striking four, I was startled by seeing the room
door open. It was only Dusty Sal (as they call her in the house) the
maid-of-all-work. She was wrapped up in the blanket off her bed; her
hair was all tumbled over her face; and her eyes were heavy with sleep,
as she came up to the bedside where I was sitting.
“I’ve two hours good before I begin to work,” says she, in her hoarse,
drowsy voice, “and I’ve come to sit up and take my turn at watching
her. You lay down and get some sleep on the rug. Here’s my blanket for
you--I don’t mind the cold--it will keep me awake.”
“You are very kind--very, very kind and thoughtful, Sally,” says I,
“but I am too wretched in my mind to want sleep, or rest, or to do
anything but wait where I am, and try and hope for the best.”
“Then I’ll wait, too,” says Sally. “I must do something; if there’s
nothing to do but waiting, I’ll wait.”
And she sat down opposite me at the foot of the bed, and drew the
blanket close round her with a shiver.
“After working so hard as you do, I’m sure you must want all the little
rest you can get,” says I.
“Excepting only you,” says Sally, putting her heavy arm very clumsily,
but very gently at the same time, round Mary’s feet, and looking hard
at the pale, still face on the pillow. “Excepting you, she’s the only
soul in this house as never swore at me, or give me a hard word that
I can remember. When you made puddings on Sundays, and give her half,
she always give me a bit. The rest of ’em calls me Dusty Sal. Excepting
only you, again, she always called me Sally, as if she knowed me in a
friendly way. I ain’t no good here, but I ain’t no harm neither; and I
shall take my turn at the sitting up--that’s what I shall do!”
She nestled her head down close at Mary’s feet as she spoke those
words, and said no more. I once or twice thought she had fallen asleep,
but whenever I looked at her, her heavy eyes were always wide open.
She never changed her position an inch till the church clocks struck
six; then she gave one little squeeze to Mary’s feet with her arm, and
shuffled out of the room without a word. A minute or two after, I heard
her down below, lighting the kitchen fire just as usual.
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