At first, all went well; Charles was not wanting in ability nor in a
moderate degree of application; and Emily wrote cheerily of her new
life. She was kindly received, well treated, and associated with the
family on the footing of a friend. Neither did further experience seem
to diminish her satisfaction. She saw a great many gay people—some of
whom she named; and, amongst the rest, there not unfrequently appeared
the name of Herbert. Mr. Herbert was in the army, and being a distant
connexion of the family with whom she resided, was a frequent visitor at
their house. ‘She was sure papa and mamma would like him.’ Once the
mother smiled, and said she hoped Emily was not falling in love; but no
more was thought of it. In the meantime Charles had found out that there
was time for many things at Oxford, besides study. He was naturally fond
of society, and had a remarkable capacity for excelling in all kinds of
games. He was agreeable, lively, exceedingly handsome, and sang
charmingly, having been trained in part-singing by his mother. No young
man at Oxford was more _fêté_; but alas! he was very poor, and poverty
poisoned all his enjoyments. For some time he resisted temptation; but
after a terrible struggle—for he adored his family—he gave way, and ran
in debt, and although the imprudence only augmented his misery, he had
not resolution to retrace his steps, but advanced further and further on
this broad road to ruin, so that he had come home for the vacation
shortly before our visit to T——, threatened with all manner of
annoyances if he did not carry back a sufficient sum to satisfy his most
clamorous creditors. He had assured them he would do so, but where was
he to get the money? Certainly not from his parents; he well knew they
had it not; nor had he a friend in the world from whom he could hope
assistance in such an emergency. In his despair he often thought of
running away—going to Australia, America, New Zealand, anywhere; but he
had not even the means to do this. He suffered indescribable tortures,
and saw no hope of relief.
It was just at this period that Herbert’s regiment happened to be
quartered at T——. Charles had occasionally seen his name in his sister’s
letters, and heard that there was a Herbert now in the barracks, but he
was ignorant whether or not it was the same person; and when he
accidentally fell into the society of some of the junior officers, and
was invited by Herbert himself to dine at the mess, pride prevented his
ascertaining the fact. He did not wish to betray that his sister was a
governess. Herbert, however, knew full well that their visitor was the
brother of Emily Lovell, but partly for reasons of his own, and partly
because he penetrated the weakness of the other, he abstained from
mentioning her name.
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