‘Why, that, on the very day I left London, James Barber died of a
frightful attack of _delirium tremens_!’
‘Poor Jemmy!’ said the elder Fid sorrowfully, taking a long pull of
consolation from his rummer. ‘Little did I think, while singing some of
your best songs off Belem Castle, that I had seen you for the last
time!’
‘_I_ hadn’t seen him for the last time,’ returned the lieutenant, with
awful significance.
Philip assumed a careless air, and said, ‘Go on.’
‘We were ordered home in eighteen forty-five, and paid off in January. I
went to Portsmouth; was examined, and passed as lieutenant.’
This allusion to his brother’s better condition made poor Philip look
rather blank.
‘On being confirmed at the Admiralty,’ continued Ferdinand, ‘I had to
give a dinner to the “Arrows;” which I did at the Salopian, Charing
Cross. In the excess of my joy at promotion, my determination of
temperance and avoidance of what is called “society” was swamped. I kept
it up once more; I went the “rounds,” and accepted all the dinner,
supper, and ball invitations I could get, invariably ending each morning
in one of the old haunts of dissipation. Old associations with James
Barber returned, and like causes produced similar effects. One morning
while maundering home, I began to feel the same wild confusion as had
previously commenced my dreadful malady.’
‘Ah! a little touched in the top-hamper.’
‘It was just daylight. Thinking to cool myself, I jumped into a wherry
to get pulled down here to Greenwich.’
‘Of course you were not quite sober.’
‘Don’t ask! I do not like even to allude to my sensations, for fear of
recalling them. My brain seemed in a flame. The boat appeared to be
going at the rate of twenty miles an hour. Fast as we were cleaving the
current, I heard my name distinctly called out. I reconnoitred, but
could see nobody. I looked over on one side of the gunwale, and, while
doing so, felt something touch me from the other; I felt a chill; I
turned round and saw——’
‘Whom?’ asked the midshipman, holding his breath.
‘What seemed to be James Barber.’
‘Was he wet?’
‘As dry as you are.’
‘I summoned courage to speak. “Hallo! some mistake!” I exclaimed.
‘“Not at all,” was the reply. “I’m James Barber. Don’t be frightened,
I’m harmless.”
‘“But——”
‘“I know what you are going to say,” interrupted the intruder. “Seton
did not deceive you—I am only an occasional visitor _up here_.”
‘This brought me up with a round turn, and I had sense enough to wish my
friend would vanish as he came. “Where shall we land you?” I asked.
‘“Oh, any where—it don’t matter. I have got to be out every night and
all night; and the nights are plaguy long just now.”
‘I could not muster a word.
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