The doctor was not in as good humor as men are supposed to be on the eve
of their marriage with heiresses. He had offered to accompany ’Lina to
Kentucky, but she had peremptorily declined his escort, and rather, as
it seemed to him, thrust herself upon a gentleman and lady who were
returning to Louisville. Several little things which she had done at the
last had displeased him, as showing less refinement than he had given
her credit for possessing, besides which he could not conceal from
himself the suspicion that Mrs. Ellsworth was heartily glad to be rid of
her, and had perhaps talked of going to Europe with her little girl as a
ruse, and that she was not a favorite with any one of his particular
friends. Still he meant to marry her, and after the late dinner was over
he went with Anna to inspect the rooms which Adah had fitted for his
bride. They were very pleasant, and he could find fault with nothing.
The carpet, the curtains, the new light furniture, the arm chair by the
window where ’Lina was expected to sit, the fanciful work basket
standing near, and his chair not far away, all were in perfect taste,
but still there was a load upon his heart, making him so silent and
moody, that Anna forebore talking to him much and did not even mention
_Adah_, though she had meant to tell him just what a treasure she was
and perhaps have him see her too. But the doctor was in no frame of mind
to talk of strangers, for thoughts of Lily were particularly haunting
him to-day.
It was a great mistake he made when he cast her off but it could not now
be helped. No tears, no regrets could bring back the dear little form
laid away beneath the grassy sod, and so he would not waste his time in
idle mourning. He would do the best he could with ’Lina. He did believe
she loved him. He was almost sure of it, and as a means of redressing
Lily’s wrongs he would be kind to her. Lily would bid him do so if she
could speak. She surely knew what he was doing; perhaps she was very
near to him; he somehow felt that she was, and more than once, he caught
himself turning suddenly with the fancy that Lily was behind him. The
doctor was not superstitious, but he began at last to feel that it would
be a relief to be freed from the Lily-laden atmosphere pervading Terrace
Hill, and rather joyfully he watched the sun as it passed the meridian,
and sank lower and lower in the west, for by that token he knew he had
not a much longer time to stay at home, as he would take the evening
train bound for Albany.
* * * * *
Slowly the twilight shadows crept over Terrace Hill and into the little
room where Adah was preparing for her accustomed walk to the office.
Willie was down with Pamelia, who, when she came up for him, had told
Adah as something of which she should be proud, that the doctor had
actually thrown Willie into the air and pronounced him a
splendid-looking child, “considering.”
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