That “considering” wounded Adah, for she felt the sneer at her position
which it implied, and with a faint smile, she dismissed Pamelia, and
then went to the closet for the over-shoes she would need in her damp
walk. But what was it which fell like a thunderbolt on her ear, riveting
her to the spot where she stood, rigid and immovable. Between the closet
and Anna’s room there was only a thin partition, and when the door was
open every sound was distinctly heard. The doctor had just come in, and
it was his voice, heard for the first time, which sent the blood
throbbing so madly through Adah’s veins, and made the sparks of fire
dance before her eyes. She was not deceived—the tones were too distinct,
too full, too well remembered to be mistaken, and stretching out her
hands in the dim darkness, she moaned faintly: “George! ’tis George!”
then sank upon the floor, powerless but not fainting, nor yet
unconscious of the terrible certainty that _George_ was so near to her
that but for the partition she might almost have touched him! She could
hear him now saying to Anna, “Are we alone? I wish to speak my farewell
words in private.”
“Yes, all alone,” Anna replied. “Mrs. Hastings has gone to the
Post-office. Was it any thing particular you wished to tell me?”
The Doctor either did not hear the name “Mrs. Hastings,” or did not
notice it, and again the familiar tones thrilled on Adah’s ear as he
replied, “Nothing very particular. I only wished to say a few words of
’Lina. I want you to like her, to make up, if possible, for the love I
ought to give her.”
“Ought to give her! Oh, brother, are you taking ’Lina without love?
Better never make the vow than break it after it is made.”
Anna spoke earnestly, and the doctor, who always tried to retain her
good opinion, replied evasively, “I suppose I do love her as well as
half the world love their wives before marriage, but she is different
from any ladies I have known; so different from, what poor Lily was.
Anna, let me talk with you again of Lily. I never told you all—but what
_is_ that?” he continued, as he indistinctly heard the choking, gasping,
stifled sob, which Adah gave at the sound of the dear pet name, which
used to make the blood thrill so ecstatically through her veins, and
which now, for a single moment, made her heart bound with sudden joy;
but only for a moment.
“Poor Lily,” said a hundred times, with a hundred fold more tenderness
than he was wont to say it, could not atone for the past; for the cruel
desertion, for the deception even of the _name_; and so the poor,
wounded heart grew still again as lead, while Anna answered, “It’s only
the rising wind. It sounds so always when it’s in the east. What of
Lily? Do you wish you were going after her instead of ’Lina?”
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