The group of rough-looking men gathered about the office did not suit
his mood, and so he came on to the ladies’ apartment, just as Adah knew
he would. Pausing for a moment on the threshold, he looked hastily in,
his glance falling upon the veiled figure sitting there so lonely and
motionless. She did not care for him, she would not object to his
presence, so he came nearer to the stove, poising his patent leathers
upon the hearth, thrusting both hands into his pockets, and even humming
to himself snatches of a song, which Lily used to sing, up the three
flights of stairs in that New York boarding-house.
Poor Adah! How white and cold she grew, listening to that air, and
gazing upon the face she had loved so well. It was changed since the
night when, with his kiss warm on her lips, he left her forever;
changed, and for the worse. There was a harder, a more reckless,
determined expression there, a look which better than words could have
done, told that _self_ alone was the god he worshipped. Adah doubted if
he could have won her love with that look upon his face, and ’Lina
Worthington was not envied the honor in store for her. It was a bitter
struggle to sit there so quietly, to meet the eye before which she was
wont to blush with happiness, to know that he was looking at her,
wondering it might be, who she was, but never dreaming it was Lily.
Once, as he walked up and down the room, passing so near to her that she
might have touched him with her hand, she felt an almost irresistible
desire to thrust her thick brown veil aside, and confronting him to his
face, claim from him what she had a right to claim, his name and a
position as his wife. Only for Willie’s sake, however for herself she
did not wish it. He was not worthy, and forcing back the wild impulse,
she sat with throbbing heart and bloodless lips watching him, as he
still walked up and down, his brows knit together as if absorbed in some
unpleasant thought.
It was a relief when at last the roll of the cars was heard, and
buttoning his coat still closer around him, he went out upon the
platform and stepped mechanically into the car.
Quickly Adah, too, passed through the rear door out into the street, and
with a piteous moan for her ruined life, kept on her way till the
post-office was reached.
There was a letter for Anna in the box, and thrusting it into her pocket
Adah took her way back to Terrace Hill.
The family, including Anna, were spending the evening in the parlor,
where there were callers, and thus none thought of or noticed Adah as
she passed through the hall and crept up to her room.
Willie was asleep; and as Pamelia, who brought him up, had thoughtfully
undressed and placed him in bed, there was nothing for Adah to do but
think. She should go away, of course; she could not stay there longer;
but how should she tell them why she went, and who would be her medium,
for communication?
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