He had hunted for Adah until entirely discouraged, and partly as a
panacea for the remorse preying so constantly upon him, and partly in
compliance with Anna’s entreaties, he had at last joined the Federal
army, and been sworn in with the full expectation of some lucrative
office. But his unlucky star was in the ascendant. Stories derogatory to
his character were set afloat, and the final result of the whole was
that he found himself enrolled in a company where he knew he was
disliked, and under a captain whom he thoroughly detested, for the fraud
practised upon himself. In this condition he was sent to the Potomac,
and while on duty as a picket, grew to be on the most friendly terms
with more than one of the enemy, planning at last to desert, and
effecting his escape one stormy night, when the watch were off their
guard. Owing to some mistake, the aid promised by his Rebel friends had
not been extended, and as best he could he was making his way to
Richmond, when, worn out with hunger and fatigue, he sank down to die,
as he believed, at the entrance of some beautiful woods which skirted
the borders of a well kept farm in Virginia. Before him, at the distance
of nearly a quarter of a mile, a large, handsome house was visible, and
by the wreath of smoke curling from the rear chimney, he knew it was
inhabited, and thought once to go there, and beg for the food he craved
so terribly. But fear kept him back—the people might be Unionists, and
might detain him a prisoner until the officers upon his track came up.
Dr. Richards was cowardly, and so with a groan, he laid his head upon
the grass, and half wished that he had died ere he came to be the
miserable wretch he was. The pain in his ankle was by this time
intolerable, and the limb was swelling so fast that to walk on the
morrow was impossible, and if he found a shelter at all, it must be
found that night.
Midway between himself and the house was a comfortable looking barn,
whither he resolved to go. But the journey was a tedious one, and
brought to his flushed forehead great drops of sweat wrung out by the
agony it caused him to step upon his foot. At last, when he could bear
his weight upon it no longer, he sank upon the ground, and crawling
slowly upon his hands and knees, reached the barn just as it was growing
dark, and the shadows creeping into the corners made him half shrink
with terror, lest they were the bayonets of those whose coming he was
constantly expecting. He could not climb to the scaffolding, and so he
sought a friendly pile of hay, and crouching down behind it, fell asleep
for the first time in three long days and nights.
The early June sun was just shining through the cracks between the
boards when he awoke: sore, stiff, feverish, burning with thirst, and
utterly unable to use the poor, swollen foot, which lay so helplessly
upon the hay.
“Oh, for Anna now,” he moaned; “if she were only here; or Lily, she
_would_ pity and forgive, could she see me now.”
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