“You are mistaken,” Anna replied, “for as far as Charlie was concerned
father had more to do with it than mother. He objected to Charlie
because he was poor—because he was a missionary—because he was not an
Episcopalian, and because he loved me. He turned Charlie from the
house—he locked me in my room, lest I should get out to meet him, and
from that window I watched him going from my sight. I’ve never seen him
since, though I wrote to him once or twice, bidding him forget me and
marry some one else. He did marry another, but I’ve never quite believed
that he forgot me. I know, though, that as Hattie’s husband he would do
right and be true to her, for he was good, and when I was with him I was
better; but I’ve forgotten most all he taught me, and the way he pointed
out so clearly seems dark and hard to find, but I shall find it—yes,
Charlie, I shall find it out at last, so we may meet in Heaven.”
Anna was talking more to herself than to John, and Charlie, could he
have seen her, would have said she was not far from the narrow way which
leadeth unto life. To John her white face, irradiated with gleams of the
soft firelight, was as the face of an angel, and for a time he kept
silence before her, then suddenly exclaimed.
“Anna, you are good, and so was she, and that made it hard to leave her,
to give her up. Anna do you know what my mother wrote me? Listen, while
I tell, then see if she is not to blame. She cruelly reminded me that by
my father’s will all of us, save you, were wholly dependent upon her,
and said the moment I threw myself away upon a low, vulgar, penniless
girl, that moment she cast me off, and I might earn my bread and hers as
best I could. She said, too, my sisters, Anna and all, sanctioned what
she wrote, and your opinion had more weight than all the rest.”
“Oh, John, mother could not have so misconstrued my words. I said I
thought it would be best for you not to marry her, unless you were too
far committed; at least you might wait awhile, and when you started for
Europe so abruptly, I thought you had concluded to wait and see how
absence would affect you. Surely my note explained—I sent one in
mother’s letter.”
“It never reached me,” John said bitterly, while Anna sighed at this
proof of her mother’s treachery.
Always conciliatory, however, she soon remarked,
“You are sole male heir to the Richards name. Mother’s heart and pride
are bound up in you. She wishes you to make a brilliant match, such as
she is sure you can, and if she has erred, it was from her love to you
and her wish for your success. A poor, unknown girl would only add to
our expenses, and not help you in the least, so it’s for the best that
you left her, though I’m sorry for the girl. Did she suffer much? What
was her name? I’ve never heard.”
John hesitated a moment and then answered, “I called her Lily, she was
so fair and pure.”
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